It’s finally dear dear’s birthday(ytd)

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HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MINGXING LAOGONG
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS^^

although we always quarrel over trivial matters that can cause us to break up
and my bad attitude, behaviour and jealousy always turns u off
but im really glad we had stick thru it till today^^
im really sorry for all those times, but i want u to know that
you are the most beautiful and wonderful thing that had ever happened to me
and i can’t leave a day without you, because you’re too precious to me=)

please trust me always as i will always be there for u, and everything i say and do is of my deepest feelings for u =)

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we had bbq at dear dear’s house downstairs bbq pits
had a blast. although there were couple of unwanted people that i dun want to see
but no choice, dear dear biggest ma, birthday boy =)
hehe, a lot of them even smashed cake @ dear dear
like KarLiang, YongMing, BoonTeck, Daniel etc
that STUPID BOONTECK go take my cake to smash dear dear!!
but i take my revenge, hehe =)
had a blast, although there were moments of loneliness, silence and apprehensive
hope everything will be alright for u, gal…

Presents bought for dear dear include : 1 casual cloth
1 outing cloth
1 bermuda
1 laptop cleaner &
1 love scrapbook (given as belated XP)


o levels ending
weee~
O lvls ending soon!
just left one more paper on 11 nov
i'm alr 90% freedom!!
left 10% more to total freedom
shopping, relaxing and sleeping here i come!!
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nothing much happened these few days
beside that i keep studying and sleeping late
now i'm just relaxing~
seriously nothing to blog about le
maybe moving to tumblr like mandy
but not sure yet
because blogger have too much of my beloved memories! ^^
signing out for now!

recollecting my past memories to the present
i read a certain sweetheart's blog ^^
and came to realise a fact
that nothing we have now should be taken for granted
and our choices..
the choices that we made will definitely decided on where we will go,
what will happen to our lives and people around us..

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hey sweetheart, you know im referring to you right^^
i did ask you to come to read my blog that is meant for you
(well at least this part xp)
i know life have become really complicated for you
the choices that you made had turned out the wrong way
leading you to the wrong path
even though it had become a mistake, you might(or might not)
regret it but im sure that there were some good memories
came along with it, its could be a blessing in disguise
you know that Low Kay Hwa books (aka thats my brother you know XD
kidding only
) have terrible and sad tragic endings
that will fill people with regrets and tears~
i dun want to see it happen to you
i want to know you are safe and happy when im reading your life story
( which im about to read when you tell me you life story soon right XP)
so promise me that you will be happy
and dun ever let yourself drown in the pool of despair and sadness k?
a person live better when they are fill with positive thoughts
trust me^^
love you and take care ok

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Happy 16th Birthday to Daniel Soh!!

he is currently watching movie with his brothers XD
ok, you are a year older so make sure no more being childish
which means no more bullying and disiaoing me and liliang you hear!
XD make sure u stay cheerful always, dun be a grumpy old grandpa
be young and free spirited ok! best of luck for everything ahead!!
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school is making me feel exhausted recently
when can i have an actual break?!
cant wait for my burden to be lifted off my shoulders
i been having those "cant explain /confused feelings"
hope it ends soon

nearing to O levels
sometimes you stop to wonder
about things in life, people around you and that ever small details of things
but when you finally decided to stop and treasure them
will it be all too late...?
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Prelims are over and so is the Graduation Day'09
this means is getting nearer and nearer to O level's!
and my mum is nagging me ever single day~ -.-
*torture*
it means i must start to BUCK UP
especially after my prelims results that was released today..~
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sat 26/09
went to 'study' with Mandy and WeiLi
but from the intended place of NUS changed location to
AGNES CHAIN'S HOUSE XDD
its been so long since i last visited her house!
played and laughed like siao~
had so much fun,
even went to West Coast Park for the first time O.O
not forgetting the Pukka ice cream that i ate twice
a day worth adding to my memorable days collection =]
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on Graduation day, i learnt about a hard reality and truth..
with the same amount of happiness given to you,
the same amount of saddness will bestow upon you too...

i really hate this-
you can have the biggest grin spread across your face
but it can be so easily taken away with just one sweep....
y must i suffering this for two straight days~
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disappointed with you
i really dont understand...
im really really thankful to have u as my friend..
i really really love what you did for me plus just having you around
but y do i have a feeling that u dun treat me as a friend...
i guess its not a feeling but the truth....
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currently now @ dear dear's house
ltr going down to hougang with him to do some work
until 3/4 plus in the midnite..
guess there goes my beauty sleep XDD
cant believe tat my parents actually allows me to go..=)

today went to PS with 20 to buy low kay hwa books!^^
finally bought To Forget You & You are here!
now i left about 3 more books to buy to complete the collection XDD
agreed to buy two different books so tat 20 and i could exchange to read
on the way to PS, really talked about a lot of stuffs
expecially Love, Friends and Regrets
i still found out about some shocking truth tat i found unreasonable to accept
all i hv to say is i wash my hands off this matter le~
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hehe officially 15 months and 2 days with dear dear le
and still going strong~


my birthday celebration!
HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY TO ME^^
im finally 16! older and older each day!
dunnoe if i shld be happy or sad!

I want to thanks all those who had wishes me happy birthday in facebook, via sms, celebrated with me or face to face. People like: My family, MingXingLaogong, X56 plus joyce, Liliang, the Guys, Miranda, my Pri Sch friends and many more^^


had the greatest birthday celebration in my whole life
[well, beside the time when i have to celebrate my 1 yr old birthday,
it's special to all, since its the first year you arrived on earth]

anyway, i celebrated 4 days in a row,
well, actually it shld be counted as 3 days in the row!

due to the guys: KL, Lionel, YM & Daniels' 'N' level exams,
we decided to celebrate on 5th sep, sat!
it was the beginning of a great birthday celebrations!
LiLiang, KarLiang, Daniel, BoonTeck, YongMing and MingXingLaogong
celebrated with me at orchard cinileisure lvl 8 kbox!! =DD
IT WAS THE BEST!! [ps. lionel couldnt make it T_T]
They made great efforts to make everything wonderful and surprising for me^^
They bought 3 BIG Presentsfor me!
i had to carry these three big bags of presents home..!!
i will always rmb the time spend @ the kbox!
we were super hyper the whole time! dancing and singing! XD
had buffet and hilarious times with goofy moments!!
now whenever i hear
"精舞門", i will think of Ym's dance,
when i hear "Gee" and "Nobody", i will r,b Kl looking over 300 pages
just to find these songs and only me singing these koreans songs, leaving me breathless
They really surprised me with the cake when dear dear popped in!
I loved the laughter and joy we had in that room!!=DD
we even __________, making __ the joke of the day
Love you guys lots! and thanks so much for all you have done!i really really appreciate it!

6th sep, sun
i went to sentosa with my family!!
weee!! after promising me for so long [fyi. 2-3 yrs]
planned to go alot of places!!
we went to Images of Singapore, Dolphin Lagoon and UnderWater World
i know these places are common and seem uninteresting
but to me, its been ages since i visited it
and i really wanted my whole family to revisit as a part of another great memory
signifying that our family are still having strong bonds despite all of our growing age =)
although the most disappointing is that i couldnt
sit the Sentosa Luge and skyride!! T_T
that was my most anticipating event for the whole day!
haiz... well bcuz of this went on a stubborn strike with my family
was foolish but couldnt control it! =( sorry!

7th sep, mon
wanted to celebrate with a bunch of friends but couldnt
due to lack of money to treat them T_T
and aso wanted to celebrate with capable 5
but most of them wasnt free to make it...
haiz... disappointed but no choice
so went to find laogong at his house, slack and ate KFC
[forgot to mention to him that im still sick XP]
didnt do much for today, but was the best to spend time
with my laogong^^

8th sep, MY ACTUAL BIRTHDAY~
celebrated with X56 plus joyce, family and laogong! =D
had lunch with X56 plus joyce @ 18chiefs, tiong!
although it was just a simple lunch/outing
i had the same amount of fun with them^^
they bought me present, did a GIANT birthday card and surprise me
with a custom cake!!
OMG! it must have cost alot for them T_T
the cake, the card plus the present!
total is not cheap!
i shld hv lend them my photo printer to cut cost for them!
the 18chiefs' staff are so friendly and warm
they actually sang birthday song together with my friends twice!
[there was a reason to sing twice]
will loved to go back there to dine again!^^
when cass and hm said they bringing bck ice cream
i really tot it will be chocolate ice cream
but they appeared with CAKE and Staffs?!!
OMG!!
SUPER SURPRISE! REALLY!!
Thanks so much gals!! even though it was simple, it was the best joy i can recieve as a present! LOVE YOU GALS SO MUCH!! i really really appreciate it!


missing the moments
hehe
its been a long time since i blogged
so once i blog, i blog with a new skin =)
hope u guys like it

fri's empowered programme had finally started
today i realised that i seriously miss the times from before
being able to be a part of something that is happening
  • The Recollections
  • Girls' Brigade CCA time
  • NDP flag bearer
i wish i could relive the moments in the past
but as i just mention, it is the past tat will only be a memory

Things to annouced louder here in my blog is
  1. O levels are coming very soon and CL O lvl is over!
  2. Its alr our 13 months together le!
  3. Cass, HeiMun and Mandy's birthday are over( hope you guys had fun)
  4. went to swimming with Bel, Liang, Jas, Mandy and many more
  5. I'm officially a D.I
  6. Mandy brought me to my FIRST NDP experience at MARINA BAY
  7. I have officially step down from prefect and became a senior councilor XD

there are still some things i just dun get...
i dun want ________ to be like this...
but i just have to stay and wait....