camp for dancer
how i wish that was you and me under that love cloud..



strting to be like mandy le!
posting pics at the very front of the post!
ar!! Mandy Soon tmr gg for camp!
Gwendolyn Tan aso!!
cant see them blog le!!
will miss them for tat short period! LOL!


2day is DAMN DAMN DAMN emo de lo!
i can PROUDLY announce that for the first time i fail almost all my sub!
i failed my emaths{although overall is pass de la} aso failed my physics and english
damn i really hate 2day!
especially when mrs low gave the maths paper
was damn emo liao lor
somemore liang still send me a sms tat make me BOTH angry and irriated!
{sometimes i really hate gb alot...}
only until physics den abit ok...
thanx to Heimun tats y i ok le^^
haha! we two sort of "play" in the class diary tats y^^


mr chua said the most scariest thing all 3e1's dun want to hear
he said that by MID YEAR, half of 3e1 is gg to drop out
if our marks still remain at tat de hua, he gg to ask about half the class to drop pure sci
wa diao lor!! kk im keen to drop out asap
coz i cant handle the stress
but den half the class abit too much
if really hv to drop out this yr
im so gg to miss some of the 3e1 chers
especially MRS LOW, MR LEE AND MR CHUA
haii no choice le la
see wat the future holds for me lor


enough of the sad stuff
tok about during CL
haha!!LOL!!
tat john tan damn funny lor!!
keep acting like tat ah long tat movie
keep making us laugh until cry some more!!
LOLLLL!! XDDDD
love hving john in class lor
always alot of laughter de
really miss 2e2'07
after sch suppose to go watch movie with mandy jas they all de lo
but end up she need to stay bck till very very late so nv go
instead pei jas and kristale to ccab to do something la
but end up we all dunnoe how to go lo
keep going circles end up waste $8 on the taxi fare
went there for nth lor. nv got wat we want
need another $8 to take cab to go bck my house
LOL!! no choice my leg pain!!
end up both of them come my house to play mahjong!!
LOL!! taught kristale how to play mahjong lo
like very bad like tat haha!!
but end up mandy aso cannot make it to come my house
damn gg to miss mandy and gwen le T_T

tink today i cried 2day again

back from MC
hehe!!
ytd had MC so no need to go to sch
wth lo! miss alot of maths period!!
especially the lecture! T_T
dunnoe y 2day dun feel like blogging anything leh
although i gt alot of things to say
but then i just gt these sian sian de feeling leh
2day huai ao ask ming xing whether is he jioing me..
i just cant imagine his face at that time..
was he happy or sad...
i really hopr he understands how i feel and feels the same too..
cried abit 2day coz of tat...
my leg was bandaged so go sch aso like tat lor
MAN!! so many people asked me y my leg like tat
even chers!
keep repeating y my leg like tat!!
sian de lo!!
some more tmr gt amaths test and chem test
buit at least i gt excused from PE!!
but i still wearing pe tee!
i feel like running tmr
if nv rain la!!
kk
i have to say this out loud!!
i really really love my 4 besti friends
gwen,cass,heimun and mandy!{by b'dae de hor}
u guys brought me so much joy to my life
we went thru sadness and happiness
even my mum said we are very close from the pics we took!
i really love u gals lots!
i feel like spending my life every seconds with u gals only
u gals dunnoe how much u mean to me
can we stay like these forever without anything coming between us
i want to stay like this forever
friends forever... can?


XinXin & Agnes
i love you gals as much as i love them!!
but den we see each other so less le!
we must bond more!!
i want to noe everything abt u gals
i really miss you gals so much!
u gals give colours in my pri sch life
give me my first laughter in pri sch!!
i love u gals!
dun ever forget me kk

Valentine day 2008 w/o a valentine date
2day is valentined day
as i expected he dun bother
coz all he wants is her..

ytd while toking to cass, kl and ming xing on the phone

cass keep asking me to forget abt him..

i dun want and cant...

she said" aiyo y care abt him.. rmb he say wat he will always wait for me and he promised i

see now.. aso broke the promise...if that guy really love you rite he will wait for you forever..."

you noe when she said tat i was crying the whole time although

i was hving sore throat and coughing... so they couldnt really tell...

look at you was a torture to me i said this before...

this morning when i was looking at you
i was really hoping tat maybe u will buy me valentine gift and said u love me all a long this time

you noe i will be so touched tat i will love you forever and ever without rejecting you anymore

i will immediately say yes if you would hv ask..

but den i was just imagining...
the usual me...i guess was feeling disappointed plus was tired

so i looked abit sad..

ming xing suddenly sms to ask abt how come so sad..

i gt nth to say...i cant explain and
i cant say... its no use any more... i really miss those time when we had the memories

how could i forget about it...
y couldnt you hv waited coz only den we could be together..

but i knew it was ALL MY FAULT.. my fault for keeping to reject you instead of accepting

my fault for making you cry...

so now you have rested since the holiday and now hv enough energy to run after someone but den
tat person will not be me again...

for the first time i turned bck i couldnt see you behind me running after me...

so let you pain to put on me... its mine turn to cry le... i took away ur pain and have put in on me...

so valentine is only another sad day without you with me...

会いたい aitai

Ti Amo Te Quiero

사랑해 Sarang Hae and i love you



weehee!!
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY EVERYONE!!
haha! although i dun hv a valentine but at least i gt my friends^^
{who am i kidding LOL}
while so far i gt at least one valentine gift from CASS!!^^
THANX SO MUCH!! MUACKZ X3333
im gg to go broke soonT_T
and OMG LA!! mrs yeo tok so much today!!
until my butt really very pain!
wasted like 3/4 of our time of MATHS!!
after tat was PHYSICS!!
OMG!!
LOL!! I LAUGH AND COUGH FOR THE WHOLE TIME
UNTIL I CRIED COZ OF MANDY AND MR CHUA!! LOL!! XD
they two so funny lor!!
MR LEE ASO THE SAME!! LOL!!
but first mr chua is the MOST funniest LOL!!
he called MANDY HIS VALENTINE!!
HAHA!! MRS CHUA!! LOL!!
after he showed us alot of MAGIC!!
hehe!! like pulling the cloth of the plates on the table!!!
OMG!! DAMN COOL!!
but when it comes to MANDY!! LOL!!!
I LAUGH WITH HEIMUN TILL I CRY!!
HEHE!!! HAHA!!
SHE CHEATED LOR!!
she put the plates so at the end of the cloth!!
of coz easiler to pull off the cloth!!
but den when put three plates!!
LOLLLLLLLL!!!XDDDDDDD
the third plate DROPS!!! and didnt BROKE!!
LOL!!! REAL MAGIC!!!
one of the best physics lessons!!!
mr chua so sweet go draw rose on the whiteboard and wrote
"hapi V-Day"
only tat i forgot to take pics!!
haha!!


during recess was quite sweet la!!
coz cass and ming xing had a bet la!!
and the bet is like on me lo=.=
say wat if lose le must say love who who like tat
but is bluff de la!! coz bet nia!!
den cass ask mx to say to me i was like HUH?!!!
end up really gt!
sweet in a way no one said tat to me face to face before
so abit touched! but was ASO angry tat they made me as a bet =.=
after recess was eng and cl nth much to say about la
only tat OH YA!!
dhurkesh go give this girl valentine day present!!
and we go were like WOOHOO!!
haha!! even john gave to eugenia after school!!
OMG!!! SHOCKED ME LO!!! LOL!!!
last lesson was maths was quite ok!
managed to undestand like only half of the lesson!!
but after sch i was abit pissed off la!!
coz someone say wat wait wait end up just a few more mins aso dun want
wait jiu suan le!!
gwen wanted to go find ms quah to take the test but den
she was at the oral thing
so couldnt do
end up all four of us with jas waited for cass before heading home!


yay!!
MANDY AND JASMINE
came my house to play!! LOL!!
actually is to do hw de
end up by the time they ate finish their noodles
we were engrossed watching the gambling show on tv
HAHA!! so end up played mahjong!!! LOL!!!
damn fun playing with them lor!!
YOU KNOW PLAYING WITH MANDY AND JASMINE
U CAN CRY!!
haha!!! COZ LAUGH TOO MUCH TILL CRY!!
SOMEMORE THEY SHUFFLE THE MAHJONG UNTIL THE
DICE FOR DONG NIAN XI BEI INT HE MIDDLE OF THE MAHJONG TABLE
PLUS GT LIKE TWO MAHJONG FLYING OUT!!
LOLLL!!!XDDDDD!!
jas very scary one lor!!!
take the mahjong tiles and throwing away hit the table very hard de leh!!
den mandy keep laughing and laughing!!
alot of times forget to take the tiles coz of her laughter!!
LOL!!! SO CUTE LO!!
so much fun to play with them especially so long nv play le!
i cant help but laugh lor!!
somemore jasmine say from 5 to 5.30
den 5.30-6, 6-6.30, 6.30-6.45!!
LOL!!! keep playing and playing!!
cannot stop!! BOTH THE HW AND PLAYING OF BBALL PLAN ALL GONE!!
LOL!!!
mandy even took a few shots!!
I CONFIRM one of it is gt me one!! coz she dun want to show me
plus they two keep laughing and laughing!!
bad lor!!
after cleaning up they came in my room to slack abit!!
we still laugh like siao!!
somemore tat JASMINE SO EVIL!!
go hide my hp in my drawer under so many hats!!
gd lor!! {mandy another baddie}
LOL!!!
at least so far valentine day was not bad for us!!
we said next time valentine day next yr do the same thing again!! LOL!!
HAHAHAH!!
after all tat mandy's dad fetched her home on a motorbike
{mandy u noe i so jealous anot!! nv seat on a motorbike before}
so waited for 272 at the bus stop with her! but only 5 mins the bus jiu come le
my happy mood was like so COMPLETELY spoilt by my mum
and ming xing liao lor!!
dunnoe y my mum suddenly angry with me coz i went to 7-11 to buy strepsis(dunnoe how to spell) idiotic lor!!kns!!
den ming xing aso another one!!
promised watch movie with cass,kl and me!!
now say wat 6+!!
HOW CAN!! aiya heck kare le la!!
my day was spoilt at the end by 2 people...
maybe ltr when chat will be btr ba...
hope..

to all
im feeling damn emo these days..
not only coz of my own things
but aso for my friends around me...
i dunnoe y i can gt so emo easily these days
i sticked with alot of problems in my mind..
mine own... liang..jasmine's..mandy's..cass's...
i just cant stand being like this..
i want to help them solve their problems...
i want to make them happier
but tat i always cant help at all... no matter i will always end up bringing
more sadness to them..
im useless rite...
mine cant even settle.. and i still cant help others
i want to share their burden but i just made them worse...


SCH IS GETTING HARDER!!
and welcome to a new year ahead!


HAPPYLUNARYEAR EVERYONE!!


oh ya!! do you know tat 2day
actually all ROOSTERS and those who offended the tai shu
(those who are chinese shld noe)
are supposed to wear green and not red for 2day!


sry for the past FEW WEEKS XP
didnt hv the time to touch the com!^^
lately i found out life is getting harder since we been to sec3
meet alot of new challenges just in the first term
and lots of friends' and personal problems tat i couldnt settle
as easily as before..
so been emoing these days
if you gt read mandy blog
u shld noe i hv been crying for at least 2 days..
well its SO UNLIKE me!
but i had no control over it rite
well i will be bck to my mean and fierce plus cheerful self again in no time
hope SOMEONE will always be the same!
ok maybe not ONLY someone but EVERYONE!^^
NO MORE EMOING KK!
{even alan realised i was emoing past few days by the way i blog and my pm=.= he clever rite}
OH YA!! ALAN YEO!
IF YOU ARE READING!! RMB TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF URSELF
DUN GET SICK EASILY ESPECIALLY AT NEW YEAR
AND GIVE UR SELF SOME TME OFF FROM SCH KK^^


had quite a gd time 2day
although didnt collect much hong bao
but at least i played a psp
{tats y i want to buy it now! aaron!! tmr must come my house with ur psp and dj max!!}
and watch CJ7
it was damn nice!!
although the ending was happy but
u will still cry coz it half happy half sad!!
u noe i cried for 2 "person" in the show lo!
end up realised waste my tears!!
LOL!! XP
anyway i alr cannot wait to watch KUNGFU DUNK and L CHANGE THE WORLD!!
plus tmr i gt relatives come over my house!
it is gg to be in a big messT_T
anyway!!
i think i gtg still gt lots of things to be done
i still hvent post the post on
-GWEN'S B'DAE
-BAND CONCERT
& HONG KONG TRIP
well lets just shi mu yi dai!^^






do you noe sometimes it just
hurt to see ur blog and even
ur msn name or pm...
i noe now tat u will nv ever care for me...
coz u and i noe its was the end for us
since tat day..
even though i nv wanted to accept it...