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Hello there, a lover of purple,music, dance and taiwanese, korean drama love shows plus jap anime a dramatic person who always dream too much about fantasy and have a wide imagination on alot of things, both good and bad!! a hyperactive person who likes to jump about and cannot stay in a place for long oh boy, i love you :D 私はいつも、ねえ明興があなたを愛し together from 17th june 2008, on a tuesday morning |
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to follow my heart.. the promise will be fulfilled..
well im bck again to blog!=) cant believe tat the holidays came alr YAY! haha! means my holiday to Japan is closing in=) how great is tat! well alr gt quite some things i hv to buy for friend 1. dinika's pikachu 2.liliang's white tie but these are just things they asked me to buy on behalf on them they are presents tat i MUST buy rite especially for my FOUR BEST FRIENDS Gwen,Cass,Heimun and Mandy can nv forget their presents de plus addition Liliang's extremely late birthday present Jasmine's souvenior Agnes Chain's souvenior MX's present XinXin ,Agnes and ZL's presents will try to buy those presents coz i really dun hv much time there will be gg only 7 days but is following tour de so cant really go shop u noe i will try my best to buy alr gt some things in my mind to help u shop le hehe! getting so excited abt gg to Japan only left 6 more days till den well at least im still in s'pore for the time being someone alr flew bck to his country=) yup chen ming xing went bck to china for two weeks just depart from singapore in the early morning at 8.55am hmm.. i think im becoming like some reporter like tat LOL! so those tat gg overseas must tell me aso so i can report LOL! he will be bck by 11th of june even later den me!XD oie hurry bck hor! or else i will be bored till hell leh come bck safe and sound kk there is alot of things i want to tell u so u btr hurry bck or else i wont say... ytd went out with mx and liliang to bugis to shop for clothes surprise surprise im the only one who didnt bought anything not i dun want to buy but rather no money plus dun feel like spending tat cash! LOL! see liang bought tat dress i really feel like buying sia $29 for a dress not bad leh if my mum was there de hua i sure ask her buy with the cardigan but too bad lo T_T even MX bought clothes sia siao liao la! next time dun want to go shopping with empty wallet le but suay suay by the time want to go out of bugis street started raining le very heavily somemore no choice take cab bck home hehe! paid by mx! generous(dunnoe how to spell) so went liang's house to dry off and put away her clothes before heading to mx's house to put down his clothes OMG! his house de big big soft toy turtle is like DAMN DAMN CUTE cant even resist it! LOL! imagine asking me to hit it when im angry cant even do it same as liang we two keep hugging it lo! LOL went to vivo for a short while mx go joined his friends while liang and me went to hv our "lunch" at food republic plus did abit of shopping again she went to bought a same skirt as mine at Red2 (although she dunnoe until i told her abt it on the phone at nite) plus i bought a hairspray for myself at least i bought something rite^^ after tat had to rush home or else my dad will strt nagging again but well.. there are things tat happened in between of the whoole story.. its btr left unsaid rite=) hmm just realised a nice habit to release my anger 1. is to pack my room (since it is a TIRING job to do so, my friends will noe rite) 2.ton for the night which aso mean dun sleep well.. ytd was a day tat i had alot of thinkings so ya of coz need to ton rite ton with myself! LOL! slept at 3-6 before waking up to chat with mx as he proceed to the airport and the plane i damn gd rite! pei u tok instead of being a pig anyway didnt feel like gg to sch lo! coz ytd kana rain, think coming down with flu and cough not sure but btr not will find one day to go history consultation again after a long chat with mx when he finally went on the plane went bck to sleep again although i did say i dun want to sleep rite XP slept until rained and my bro came bck to pester me to pei him go chinatown square so ok la! bought quite a couple of things tat made me BANKRUPT with a EMPTY wallet T_T hate tat feeling u noe but guess i hv to strt saving up again saw things tat i want but no money sad sad thing Long time nv see gwen,cass,heimun and mandy wonder how they are doing wait.. it been only two days ok.. time is moving slowly but sometimes is for the best rite=) oh ya mandy rmb the promise tat i told u abt the promise i made to myself by june de well... think i gg to fulfilled it le and then i wish to follow wat my heart thinks hope tat no matter wat my decision is as my close best friend u will understand me and still be as close kk coz no matter wat u gals are still as important to me even if global change is gg to turn the world apart hmm.. saying abit too mushy le rite LOL XD kk will stop le! love u gals lots! plus rest of my friends too and if im not wrong u too....
i just need ur trust and ears...
i can predict tat this whole week is gg to be terriblebecoz heimun, gwen and mandy are gg for syf for the whole day which is one word SIANZZZ!! but lucky still gt nicole to pei me^^ LOL! for today the first two periods is like free period lo supppose to hv maths de but end up dun hv coz mrs low didnt noe abt it! so shuang la! nic and me draw and listen to music but den for english not exactly fun kanna scolded for being late by mdm abby choo her english sliang(not sure how to spell), is just the way she speak eng, so different from last yr TOTALLY CHANGED sound quite like dinika's english but den more of ms joanna tan's english wonder y so much things changed did u ever notice tat mr chua's voice can so call make people sleepy LOL! its ok de la! just tat we ourselves are sleepy but sometimes its really coz lesson too boring tat cause us to yawn nic slept in class lo! so shuang rite i let her sleep while i "concentrate" in the class trying my very best to keep my eyes open! XD but at least i took down notes for the three of them coz we will be i/c to teach the SYF people who were absent STRESS!! wonder how am i suppose to teach... lucky recess was the same with the three of them plus CASS came bck today! after so long nv see her!! miss her sia! early in the morning i still tot she nv come! phew~ had our usual recess before heading for maths ok la!didnt learn much of new things so u three dun need to wry^^ we only went thru the paper tat we did before heading to LTA last thurs rmb? besides tat we didnt learn much most of the time we were toking abt the results and the holiday hw wat mrs low say was quite true leh u see ar after june holiday, we only hv FOUR months before sch close but den cut down the 2 weeks of post exam activity and the 2 weeks of exams we only hv THREE months before EOY i cant imagine how am i gg to cope my studies sia we really need to practice maths weekly and not just last min so must work hard!! after maths there was like no FT la!! and was only 1pm!! weehee!^^ so decided to play bball with nic but den cant go out to play coz ltr she gt the humanities inter UG competiton just like last yr but im not in^^ so had to play in sch! the weather was like DAMN HOT LA!! can die from dehyration u noe!! LOLXD but srsly la! tried a few new things like lay up and some others not perfect so dun ask me play with pros XD after a while SYF over le, nic need to go GB so stick with ah mun they all until dancers went to dance(again) and heimun and cass went home before heading to play bball with jas and agnes after awhile stop and pei da agnes and agnes xiao fei zhu to go buy things to eat opposite! chat quite alot after nic's gb over le went to play bball again! noe i feng le gt to reasons to play bball so many times in the hot weather 1. to practice my bball skills 2.to vent my anger and saddness ba things arent really gg as plan u noe but i can manage somehow haha! agnes noe u wry for me la but im fine!! boku genki nata! liliang aso!^^ thanx met jas and mandy at bm mac where they say wat happen recently abit like share their tots but was mostly jas la she say one topic den we tok abt it and drag further XD mandy's realise de DA DAO LI: 1.if boys arent bad, girls wont like 2.pretty girls are mostly flirts(8 out of 10 pretty girls) 3.first impression are always the strongest, no matter wat happen the first impression is true well do u agree? i agree with them!! we tok alot at bm mac till like 7plus tat i lost track of them rush home end up quarreled with my dad again ok la, i wasnt studying but i can stay out rite i did study abit la for gdness sake! sry tat i lied but den u nv speak to me in a nice manner before strt toking jiu shi scream le how can i tell u! somemore everytime since young jiu like tat wat can i say u tell me la everytime u think u rite, will win me by toking even louder even when i make sense and is rite, u aso wont admit and scold me for ding zui wat more can i do la change my mood all of the sudden... u think i happy ar sec sch is the time where best friends are made and our best time are spend where most of the freedom are given y cant u just like me be with my friends for alittle while longer i will be home de ar not as if i wont like tat this is still my home tat i will return too u always scold me, make me feel more like not coming bck(just like u want me sometimes) i noe u care abt me in a diff way but can at least listen to me in peace ma tats all i ask for.. to believe me too i will nv turn bad no matter wat if i do I RATHER DIE! just come bck late jiu scold me turn paikia u nv think how i will feel de lo! u noe how much it hurts to me, hearing tat from u.... i noe how u feel when im not home safe tats y i will rush home asap when the time gets late but den the same thing always happen how u want me to be happy at home... haiizzz... i realised tat im a btr listener than cheering people up... i can crack my head but end up still cant cheer tat person all i can do is just be beside them... i could only listen to their problems and give advise or share my tots i think i rather stay like tat listening to others and help others in any possible way if they need me... i cant keep my promise to u.. coz sometimes i really cant say.. coz it will change ur mood too u want to be angry with me jiu go ahead ba... i nth to say.. but den i will be a listener to everyone who need someone to say things out too i will try my best to be a gd friend..=) wat can i do now..
tmr isnt exactly my dayfor the first time i feel like leaving the house to go out maybe its because of reading the smses ba thinking bck to the past i cant change and i cant help to remember everything i wish tat could be remain in the present after reading i realised how much lies will told in the past and how much empty promises will make tat everyone always forget in the time tat passes us by and i cried for tat.. for the things i longed for, for the things i do not and for the things i regretted i dun feel like smiling.. i dun feel like laughing... all i feel like is to know wat is the best for me im confused... but den wat is there more to do... ur blog post everytime does not fail to sadden me no matter is it abt mandy or qiaoting... 2day and sat
Today HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!! TO ALL MOTHERS! gave my present to mum! at 12+am! hehe! loves loves! went out with my parents to tiong today to buy white blouse for prefect de buy until quite ex but ok la! bought one black and one white! XD aso went to buy laptop bag and alot of things for our jap tour coming up^^ and went to eat long john silver too! LOL!! but after tat was not feelin very well.. last nite aso the same.. cant believe ytd i hv to hug the big big boster just to sleep last nite weird... ok nvm.. shop for our grocery at ntuc before heading bck home with my grandma too.. did i mention tat i saw AGNES CHAIN MING MING at the mrt there! she goes up while i go down! she shouted so loud sia! shouted "YY!" end up my mum laugh at me! for the whole time at home was like damn engross in watching BULL FIGHTING didnt even ate dinner sia the fact tat im not hungry is the reason y la tmr gt sch btr go sleep le! byebb.. Yesterday i almost forgot to blog abt ytd!hehe! i had so much fun with my bro XD went out on a date with him LOL {exagerating rite} my parents both went out on themselves to watch concert! so we gt another free day for ourselves! so of coz went out la! went out damn late sia abt 6.30pm den went out! my bro keep blaming me sia! say wat i keep watching drama dun go out ok la! the BULL FIGHTING drama damn nice to watch la! falling in love with it! i agree with mandy tat actually sheng xiu shld be with zi cong LOL!! but den now see the other two still ok le la! ok enough of the drama so now lets get bck to topic hehe! went to takashimaya there orchard really gt alot of diff things and diff person at nite even in the MRT i feel very weird sia gt like these two adult guys looking at me sia giving me those suspicious look and abit pervert look tat kind alot of people mistaken me and my bro as couple sia! LOL! I LOVE MY BRO!! hehe! we really very close de ar! can really be like couple le la i gt lean on his shoulder de leh! ok la! in case my bro read this go kill me ltr LOL! he really is a gd bro when i need him tat time he will be there like a bf like tat! my BEST BRO! i really really LOVE him! sometimes he might be annoying and irriated but still LOVE him la!! so went to the bookshop there to look at comics! but is way too expensive so must SAVE SAVE SAVE! leave the shop to go get something to eat! walao! suppose to eat Seoul Garden de! but end up tat bro say queue too long and too ex so go somewhere else! LOL XD wanted to eat pepper lunch end up really too long le so eat yoshinoya! end up we spend all the money on food 2day coz after tat went to some place at B2 where sell alot of food of small stores! we ate alot la! all jap lo! we two ate jap food for the whole day la! LOVESS! LOL! after tat went bck to tiong to get a present for mum! coz tmr is MOTHERS' DAY!! since my bro bought a $69 pearl pendant for her i bought a $59 diamond earing from SK there! so gd rite! LOL!! my bro was so lazy to take bus so end up take taxi bck! end up was a gd choice la! 195 bus was end up just in front of us only lo! had so much fun with my bro!! hehe!! hope my parents go more concert! so my bro and i can go out more! a terrible sunday
ok today is terrible...my mood defintely went down the drain since when did so many things happen to me i aso dunnoe.. since when did i bring so much pain and hurt to someone i aso dunnoe... de only thing i know is how a horrible person i became these past few months xinxin... i really dunnoe whether if i can become like u anot.. become someone tat strong as u... i really feel like giving my life.. den to forever stay in this kind of life can i? i feel like giving him up.. giving up the past tat i had with him... i feel like stoping bring hurt to both of them...but everytime i fail to do so.. am i a failure in everything? maybe i really am... i just hate myself... i feel so useless... wat do we hv to do to keep living our lives this way... people say tat as people grow up, there will be more dun hv in our life.. but it coz of this kind of dun hv where we strt to grow strong for ourselves and find courage.. is this true.... prefect investiture rehearsal
tiring tiring day..had to wake up at 7.30 to reach sch by 8 so tat hairie and i could rehearsal the script a lazy bum like me shld be sleeping in late XD end up was late by 5 mins XP went through a new script and had a few rehearsals roughly to know how every will go on tat day so for the whole day i was talking and talking non stop for the emcee even when we went up the hall was still practicing with hairie but had so much fun with him! it was not as wat as i expected as from the start, he was quite quiet at the start and quite nervous but now he open up le la! he can even joke and pull a prank on me sia! haha!! we both did la! play with the mike to sabo Dhurkesh aso! LOL at the hall there practice over and over again hungry and tired from standing sia.. once in a way sit down and rest went to draw blazer and went bck home asap! bought lunch and quickly went to bed! cant believe i couldnt even watch tv lo! haha! aso realise tat i hv 4 cuts on my leg and elbow from ytd swimming! cant believe sia i too violent sia! so total i gt 5 cuts on my leg and elbow 1 of it is from bball when playing with jas they all noe i too violent le! kk think i gtg le! im hv to sleep le la! END OF ALL EXAMS
WOOHOO!! finally our exams are over! the last exam we had today was English oral for all 3E1 students! so means ytd was a SLACK day for us! LOL oral no need to study much rite^^ hehe! hurray!! everyone lets celebrate!! XD 2day mood is like gg up and down! well early in the morning wasnt tat in the mood {the usual morning blue me} didnt even dare to tok to u even though u behind me.. even pretended i didnt saw u..wat was i thinking.. study abit for oral although not much use at all and ltr helped huai ao to do his duty since he is still sick mandy couldnt help coz she was on standby for pledge taking end up she really did hv to say the pledge! hehe! MANDY! thanx for accompanying me to the foyer! well.. after everything went to the foyer there to rest and chatted with kimberly, xueting and her friend end up realised tat we cant be there lo.. =.= i realised only today ur eyes were on me the whole time.. i really wonder y.. everything i back to u... ur eyes were on me.. wat r u thinking..? so went up to the humanties room for oral! heng ar! the sequence goes different! so no need wait so long! 1-22 was at one room and 23-43 was at the other room so i was at the 1-22 room there with heimun and mandy^^ gwen was 23! so it was like first row, 1-11 second row, 12-22 den the sequence to go in was 1 and 12 then 2 and 13 so i was 15! went in quite fast! the oral was ok la! although the picture discussion was a failure but the rest was still ok after tat ran to go find mrs de souza for the prefect emcee thing hehe! i forgot to mention tat Prefect Invesitute is coming next tue so im the MC on tat day means i gt no post in the EXCO T_T nvm la! dun want so much stress on myself anyway{although matter abit nia XP} finally gt to know my co-emcee, Hairie from 1N2, prefect nominee hehe!! he is fun to work with so nice to gt to know him aso gt to know Gina's, my junior from GB and prefect, friends they were waiting for mrs desouza too so i gt to tok to them and joke around plus gossip abit!^^ hehe! was in charge of teaching my co-emcee he was really nervous well expected isnt it! first timer is always like tat! well he will get use to it eventually! i saw myself in him u know! he was exactly like me when i was doing the first MC job! LOL! reading so fast like in a hurry and shivering abit haha!! good old times in the past^^ YAY! mrs de souza said i gt improvement in the emcee speech and i taught hairie well! so gd to be praised!^^ rush home with liliang and jasmine so tat we can go swimming at safra with mandy,gwen, heimun and cass! had to get everything ready! had alot of chitchat with jasmine and liang apparently not everyone is on a gd mood 2day saw eric when walking to safra! LOL! his hair so short tat i didnt recongise him! XD lucky the small rain only come like less den 30mins so we were still able to swim! had some problems with the entering of the pool but everything was fine afterwards ok la mandy ya was abit angry with u just now during swimming coz its like we alr went in the swimming pool after we convince u to come swimming and not other day just coz of goggles u dun want to swim le i really abit pekchek la i dun really like last min change of mindset tats y didnt really stick to u guys at the start! wanted to let myself cool off before joining u guys in case i moody den make u guys moody too ps leh.. all of the sudden angry over such a small thing.. u had to bear with tat kind of attitude of mine.. sry but everything was fine after a few tok and play! liliang went home first coz she had something to do! Xue Ting and Yu Xian were so kind enough to drop by to see me at the swimming pool! LOL!! liang dun think too much le kk... its not ur prob de.. after swimming so much in the deep pool alone and swimming,slacking in the medium pool plus playing around,relaxing in the baby pool finally decided to go bck home and take a shower! hehe! as usually went to Ya Kun Kaya toast there to eat was so starved! but den jasmine went bck home first she wanted to eat proper meal! oh ya! JASMINE HU u make SPOIL my mouse le la! T_T haii... so took a few pics but cant upload them yet! maybe the next post! hehe! ate quite alot and had a few chitchats on how people changed since sec3.. its so true lo! haii.. nvm! after all our chitchats and laughter went to arcade there to play two rounds of game! the dancing game! LOL! play until siao hehe! the best two teams was always with heimun de! LOL! heimun so pro sia! cass left early, mandy and heimun went home abit ltr gwen and i went bck my house first coz she had stomachache, couldnt really bear! had so much fun chitchatting with her again!^^ even saw two lunatics when walking to the bus stop by the window, probably half naked{or full} shouting all of the suddenly lo! scared me and her sia!! Gwen!! i so good rite! pei u go bus stop although only until over head bridge!LOL! head bck home alone after tat and here i am typing the blog lo! getting sleepier by the min! zzz..maybe shld catch some nap le hope tmr will be a btr day! let things be clear
ok once and for all let this be clear bathis is MY BLOG if gt anything you want to ask de hua ask me dun ask anyone else not everyone noe wat im toking abt as i said if u dun like me pls go ahead and press the cross button on the right hand corner no much things to say le nights everyone the difference between love and like
well i found something interesting as i surf the net i found a blog post by a friend abt the dfference between love and like here it goes 当你站在你爱的人面前,你的心跳会加速 当你与你爱的人四目交投,你会害羞 但当你站在你喜欢的人面前,你只感到开心 但当你与你喜欢的人四目交投,你只会微笑. 当你与你爱的人对话,你觉得难以启齿 当你爱的人哭,你会陪她一起哭 但当你和你喜欢的人对话,你可以畅所欲言 但当你喜欢的人哭,你会技巧的安慰她. 当你不想再爱一个人,你要闭上眼睛并忍着泪水 当你不想再喜欢一个人,你只要掩住双耳! 喜欢，是一种心情 爱，是一种感情 喜欢，是一种直觉 爱，是一种感觉 喜欢，可以停止 爱，没有休止 喜欢一个人，特别自然 爱一个人，特别坦然 喜欢一个人，有时候盼和他在一起 爱一个人，有时候怕和他在一起 喜欢一个人，不停的和他争执 爱一个人，不停的为他付出 喜欢一个人，希望他可以随时找到自己 爱一个人，希望可以随时找到他 喜欢一个人，总是为他而笑 爱一个人，总是为他而哭 喜欢，是执着 爱，是值得 喜欢就是喜欢，很简单 爱就是爱，很复杂 喜欢你，却不一定爱你 爱你，就一定很喜欢你 其实，喜欢和爱仅一步之遥 但，想要迈这一步 就看你 是喜欢迈这一步 还是爱迈这一步 。。。Embarrassed so this is how it goes if u want the english version de hua i can try to translate for you leave a tag at the tagboard if u want credit to: ♥ PuPPiз ♥ ◕_◕ ♂ 【* 孤独の美眉 *】♀ mid year exams still gg on
hey everyone!ps so long nv update le! well mid year exam is still here and not yet gone! so ya dun really want to use com wanted to concentrate on studies more {but still not really concentrating} hehe!! 2day history paper was over by 9.05am damn early but den decided to go home for awhile wanted to rest but intruders later come running in my house! LOL! kk la! too rude le! is just Jasmine, Mandy and Agnes only^^ dun wry my door will always be open for you LOL! same goees for my dearest best friends Agnes Ang and Denise Lee XinXin i wait for u both to invade my house after mid year kk^^ did the same usual thing with mandy and jas play mahjong but this time in tthe study room with air con coz was using com ma toking to yiwei plus just strted using the com so dun feel like gg outside (oh ya yiwei, noe tat u decided to continue but den try to forget ba.. know not easy but let time pass and rmb to find someone u can tell ur feelings to) so played a few rounds with the three of them before deciding to go play pool at safra but den JASMINE HU made MANDY SOON angry sia! sian lo!! tsktsktsk end up i gt to think of alot of ideas to make her laugh^^ well do alot of lame things i nv do de lo! those two still lay down on my bed there take video and laugh agnes still the best at least pei me do le^^ MANDY AR!! PLEASE PLEASE DUN POST THE VIDEOS KK! LOVE YOU^^ finally gt her to smile bck and go to safra to find liliang too weee!! finally noe how to play pool le! last time huai le and jian hui teach still not tat ok yet this time at least went in a few times! i even jump ball and went right in the hole{dun think so much, the ball tat went in was white} so proud of myself! hehe!!XD played for an hour den the next hour jas and liang K match! so the three of us there gossip and complained ba! LOL! bought cup noodles and went bck home played a few more rounds of mahjong before they head home mandy damn funny la! keep on disiaoing huai ao on the phone end up jasmine and i keep laughing and laughing ps now need to be abit emo le dun feel like reading de hua can go press the red button on the top right hand corner it just tat every single day tat passed sure bring tears and unhappiness de no one day will hv total happiness de everyday get worser by the time its hard to pretend nth had happen its hard to pretend not see some things its hard to stop tears from flowing down even if nth has happen, tears will just flow down when i think bck to the past i cant stop thinking of wat i did wrong after reading XinXin's blog i really felt like going bck to the past more and more when we are 3-5 years old we cant really rmb now but den we were so oblivious to the things around us we dun need to wry abt anything just hv to live in the present there were no problems in our life people who had walked passed our lifes at tat time we would forget easily unlike now.. every single thing tat happen will be craved deep in our hearts and mind leaving either a scar or memory of the good or bad.. and by the age of 11-15 we will start to imagine things for better or worse we will start fanstasizing thinking about the future, the past and now thinking wat would happen and wat wont and when we start thinking.. more disappointment comes about and more shattered hearts are produced {idea orginiated from XinXin=) } i always wonder how can people just simple ignored those tat they had relationship before their life came together forming a road but was separated, and parted in two roads.. they act as if they dun even noe each other i had a wise word from my mum those tat you are coming about with, dun take them for granted everyone of those beside you actually had a fate with you tats y they are in ur life just like how fated u are with ur family, to be mum, dad and sibilings those tat dun hv fate with u are those who just walk pass ur life without knowing who you are since we hv fate with each other arent we suppose to treasure each other more open ur eyes to things around u.. there might be a surprise just around the corner i really feel like gg bck to those times where i dun need to think so much abt life gg bck to pri sch is enough for me too but i will NV regret the friends i made now i only regret the mistakes tat i made over and over again causing people to be hurt over me... how great life would be if everyone would just be in their pri sch regardless of whether we were childish or not at least i know we reall had fun just playing around |