so lonely...T_T
2day is damn lonely lor!
went to sch all alone..
go to cool zone all alone...
go home alone..T_T
haii...
anyway! went to sch for the orientation for health mapping
was quite boring plus
SUPER HUNGRY!!
dun want to tok so much abt the orientation..
after all that was abt 4.15 le!!
i actually gg out with my hao ge men!
but end up both of them (heimun and gwen) cannot make it lor!
so i so alone go there... T_T
so went to collect my things at cool zone
but end up coz i nv pick up the phone to answer their call
they sold off the weapon book le!T_T
but lucky the zhong ji yi ban picture bk still gt!
order Zhong Ji Yi Jia box2 DVD with the weapon bk (again)
next time go bck again!
suay suay ez-link card no money!!
so when go home need to take bus which is like damn long trip
until i can sleep!!
dunnoe y when walking bck home
i was holding the plastic bag when suddenly it just dropped
it was like my fingers gt no strength not even alittle
just let go like tat
plus when it drop i gt no reaction until it hit the floor!
it was damn strange lor!! O.O
oh ya!
mandy!! paiseh hor!! when u want to sleep tat time
i suddenly called u!!
coz salsa{sarah} told me tat u swimming with mui siew they all
so i tot XP paiseh!!


jian hui...
i understand wat u mean but dun wry
i will be fine
in fact im fine now..^^
so dun wry so much!!

RELAX EVERYONE! CHILL
OKOK!!
aiyo!! mandy, gwen chill!!
dun need become like tat rite!!
xiao jie men!!
i busy with my "work life" leh!!
shi hao jie mei de hua jiu bu yao zhe yang ma!!


dun really feel like talking abt my life for the time being..
but here is the lastest update lah!
SCH IS OVER!!!
OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!
plus i gt a JOB!!
so couldnt often use com and blog!
my love life : compilcated
my life: TOO BUSY!!
oh ya!!
MIGHT BE the MC for the Rhasopdy Concert!
MIGHT ONLI!
so now lets just talk abt how im feeling inside..


i rmb during one of the sex education during post exam activity
one of our teacher gt say
dun ever believe in a guy's promise
just tell urself that the promise will
onli last until 2day ends
and things will be much simply
and easy for us gals
guys hardly even keep their promises
or even rmb the promises
just after one day
in order to not let urself feel too sad
just tell urself
" it will onli last a day.. he will not rmb"
guys are diff from gals
they think differently
eg.{ dun think too much hor}
when a guy will say:
"if u love me, have s** with me"
but for a gal, it will mean
"i have s** with u coz i love u"
to me..
i can almost rmb all the promises
i made..
even to myself
if u forget, i rmb....
{i noe u have alr forgotten wat u promise me... u told me it will nv happen again...
but yet...i wont take it to heart anymore.... i had enough of crying everynite}
recently i found alot of chinese quotes in the book i was reading
called ~ 会有天使替我爱你 Huiyou Tianshi Tiwoaini~
one of the BEST book i read!!
everytime i read, everytime i will cry!

即使你已经不爱我
即使你已经忘记我了
即使我已经从这个世界消失
我依然会爱着你
我会去找一个天使让它替我爱你

你知道吗,天使只和天使在一起

如果世上再没有你
是不是
就只剩下了我
如果这世上只剩下空空荡荡的我
那么我要去哪里呢
this is some of the best quotes i found
there is of coz more!
but typing chinese very hard lah!!


i noe nth abt u.. and u noe nth abt me...
it might be true
it might be a lie
but i want to believe tat u r my angel
nv leaving my side...

prepared for my job
bought all the stuff needed for my job!
my white polo tee, black shoes and socks!
just these few things took me so long to buy lor!
2day went to 4 places!!
like training to shop in hong kong! LOL
first place was to bm national library!!
borrow damn lots of books! most of them is abt hairstyle one!
how to tie all sort of hairstyle!
looks nice!!
gt a few ziao shou of mine own and we are rdy to set off
we wanted to go to chinatown first
but decided to go funan...
funan abit sian lah~
we onli go there to ask if we can claim anything from the rewards point
but end up
go for nth...
so bck to chinatown!
oh ya! i forget to sae i gt blister again!!
coz i wear the same shoe i gt blister LOL
so faster go buy socks! LOL! but still painT_T
walked for very long again!!
bought almost everything but still couldnt find black shoes
end up
our last stop is tiong
find very long den managed to find the "prefect" one
at the sportlinks!
really all black de!!
den manage to go home!
finally can hv a rest before strting bck to work!!



its been very long since
we tok...
and very long since
we see each other...

Job interview
ok..!
my job interview 2day was abit weird in a sense
coz in de end i dunnoe
whether i shld be happy or sad..
do u noe how hard is it to choose a proper clothes to wear
for a job interview?!!(maybe some will not think tat way)
took me like 1 hr? to gt a correct outfit
and it looks just normal..=.=
so was late meeting cass, poh seng and jian bao at tiong
wa!! srsly think i gg to be a lightbulb during work lor
coz like so many couples working 2gether
but only me single at there=.=
by just walking to orchard tat place
jiu alr very lightbulb liao!
so on the way there tok alot of crap!! LOL!!
keep asking alot of things on the job!
aso noe alot of things abt the boss!!
OMG!!
u noe the boss, 29 but gt a 19 yrs old wife
plus they married when the wife was 17 O_O
they gt 2 children le!
early married gt gd thing!! kids old liao u still look young! LOL
so at there wait very very long lor!
from no customer till hv lor
from not hungry till VERY hungry!!
even cass keep looking at the food!!
finally when the boss came to interview rite!!
wa!! realised must eat the food there lor!!
I DUN EAT SALAD or wat so ever deT_T
but no choice... haii..
plus need to buy new shoes and shirt and everything!
but the job still ok!!
we keep laughing alot when toking!
gt abit scared lah!
cass sae he very scary
so from tues onwards jiu sort of strt work!
must jiayou!!
fight to get more money! LOL
even if i onli gt 30% of it!!



for love....
u cant just say u want to let go
means u can let go...
u cant say u want to forget
then can easily forget...

bck in sch!
after 2 days of resting
now bck in sch
CCA day again!
but not 2day only checked our CCA points
and watch a video!!
the video is abt this guy who was born with no legs nor hands!
he enouraged us alot on life lor!!
u can cry just by listening to wat he said!
but wat he said was true..
dun let people change u for who u r!
people will love u for who u r!
after tat we checked our exam marks!!
T_T
was not wat i expected lor
quite low for me!
but the marks can not change as it had alr been done!
i alr done my best!
so im happy with it ba!
dun want sae my results now... abit disappointing lor...
jiu suan le!
i finally sort of find a job liao!!
i gg to work as a waitress at vivo city
but of coz need to go interview and go training
so tmr i gg interview at orchard rd wth cass
but she like not confirm......T_T
hope she can come lor!!
hope and pray i can take this job!! ^_^
well lets wait for tmr!!
CANT WAIT!!



i really decided to let u go
there is no point in keeping u
when i doesnt matter to u anymore....
until u really ask to again...
i will just let myself
let go of this feeling....

Cycling at east coast
LOL!!
2day was fun fun fun!!
but still abit depressing and tired...
we had a GB bonding day at East Coast park to cycle
in the bus
there was damn lot of laughter
especially when we "made friends" with these 2 gals
in the bus sitting with us
we just asked whether if they wanted sweets
and from then we sort of became friends
both of them were sec1s at Newton Sec
they were gg to east coast with one guy sitting at the very right of the
back seat which is like 2 seats away from them!!
the most funny thing tat happen was
when we made fun of the sec4 guy!
he was toking on the phone when he suddenly said tat
"walao! east coast is idiotic lah!"
LOL!! so my senior go ask us very loud
"Sarah, we gg east coast rite? east coast very...... meh?"
LOLLL!! she nv sae the word out lah!! but everyone noe the meaning!LOL!!
end up the guy tio paiseh!


first time cycled all the from east coast to changi beach!
LOL!
onli left just a few more distance jiu reach changi airport!!
Changi beach de view and scenary is very very nice!
I LOVE IT THERE!!
the view of the sea is so clear..
the flowers and grass are so beautiful
even the sunset will be nice at there
a best place for a couple to be....
the breeze of the place is cooling till u can forget
every worry... the sight of the place
will make u feel like flying off....
the place make me feel at peace...
a place where i can forget everything..
a place where i can see all the shinning stars, the beautiful sunset
and the gorgeous sea....
a place i could call paradise...
if you ever found me missing, i might be at tat place XP


after a long cycle of 2 hrs
my butt kai hua le! sweat so much until my pants wet lor
but i wearing black pants so cannot really see!
and most worst thing tat happen was
when i was at the 7-11 buying the green apple surplee(something like tat)
the whole thing fell on the floor after i just paid lor!! SIAN!
onli left like half a cup!!
den the stupid china guy sae cannot refill
plus the whole drink pour on my
leg n shoe lor!! hai wo need to go mac to wash off!!
on the bus bck to bm
there was 2 particular stations!
1 is the emo station and another
is the pig station aso known as the sleeping station!!
which is where nic,liliang and me was sitting at the bck!!LOL
we all was sleeping at the bck(too tired)
nic go sleep 4 whole seat lor!!LOL
she even slept with her cap on her face!
overall the day was very tiring but fun ^_^



and again i cried..
both for u and some funny tots i had
abt not coming bck from holi
to meet my friends and u....

SWIMMING with 4 retard galsLOL
yup!
2day again went to swimming
with 4 retards gals( MANDY,GWEN,HEIMUN AND CASS)
this is the first time i very very late den
they rest very early reach!
so went to swimming
getting too tan leh!
we keep playing the baby pool the slide!!
become like crazy idiotic gal
oh ya.. paiseh if i suddenly become moody and changed ur mood aso!
but i gt my friends there to cheer me up
so i didnt gt too moody!!
LOL!!
after swimming went to YaKun Kaya Toast AGAIN!!
but didnt get to sit at the cushion seat
so didnt take much pics at there!
at the playground there
all of us really became like childish gals!!
keep playing the swings and slides!!
LOL! well.... there will be times when we will be childish rite! ^_^
gwen and mandy keep taking alot of pics as usual!
most are those snapshot de!
LONG LONG time nv go to arcade to play le!!
finally played a few rounds at the "sort of dancing"
but with hand de
so there were 2 teams!
Heimun and Mandy(HM) and Cass, Gwen and me in another grp(CGY)
so VS each other!
first round overall of coz is..... HM win!*sob*
but second round overall is.... US!! ^_^
enough playing 1 day le!!
had a nice break at home! but now i abit sian to go swimming le...XP



every single nite i will
think of u before i sleep
and always cry
before i could turn in.....

FINALLY EXAM IS OVER
YAY!!
EXAM FINALLY OVER!! HURRAY!!
TIME TO CELEBRATE!!
YAHOO!! PARTY TIME!! LOL
2day finally maths paper over le!!
was half easy half difficult!!
almost all of the workings are from algebra textbk and
the end of year 2006 worksheet lor!!
ytd mandy and me went to heimun's house
to study maths!!
we chong alot until mandy slept!!
mandy looks like baby when she sleep
heimun and me tok silently so mandy will not wake up but end up
we keep on laughing and laughing!!
mandy wake up very funny lor! first thing she do is poke me! T_T
nvm.. use to it!!
ytd the hardwork wasnt went to waste!
help out abit!
pray and hope my maths pass with flying colours!!


finally my HD tv came liao
32' inch very big
i dun even need to wear specs to watch tv liao!
hurray!
gt time come my house kk!!

too long!!
OMG!!
too long nv blog le!!
so many people complain liao!! XP
paiseh lah!!
exam strted liao!!
so nv really touch com!!
plus if i touch com most likely is watch videos or go forum de!
and now internet keep lagging like hell!!
open one thing after like 6 secs need to close liao
coz internet explorer not responding!!T_T
so of coz will hardly blog lor!
paiseh!


anyway!!
these days really cry too much le!!
so many sad things happening and sad shows
plus sad music!! keep making me cry sia!!
haii... den exam is so bad lor!!
dun think i will pass with flying colours!
slack too much le! T_T
anyway!! ytd finally went to cut my hair! LOL
went to IKEA there theEC house to cut!!
actually we went to Suntec City first lor
but end up dao bi T_T
so went to IKEA there lor!! but i dun mind go there!
coz i prefer to cut there!! everytime they cut i always very happy de walk out de
they will give suggestion on the hair style u want to cut de
sae how it will be btr if you cut like this or so on!
end up i really like it! ^^


FRI
almost all our important exam over le!
expect for maths!
so after important exams over le
of coz need to take a big break!! LOL
so decided to go swimming!
but before tat cass and me went to watch Inter class Basketball
stay until very long lor!!
sit until butt pain!!
but was very interesting lah!!
saw alot of them shooting here and there
running here and there!!
found out bball gt so many rules!!
funniest thing was when yiwei tot match end le
took his bag gg off when found out nv!! LOL!!
so he pass his bag to us!
but end up we took his ez link card
and dun want to return
end up gt return lah!! at my bus stop opp there den returnXP
den realised huai ao gt injured from the bball match
so careless!! dunnoe how to take kare of self!!
so faster chiong home to get rdy to go swimming
stupid Safra now use cashcard to pay for ticket!
cannot use money!! =.=
hai wo need to run to 7-11 to top up heimun's cashcard!!
Sun is so bright lor!! so hot somemore!!
de water is okok lah!! not tat cooling!!
so went to pay at the baby, normal and deep pool!!
LOL!!
had so much fun lor! ^^
want to go again!!
maybe i gg again on tue!! with cass
but the rest we go ask! ^^
but hor!! SIAN LAH!! KANNA SUNTAN AGAIN!!
GO MORE BLACK LIAO! T_T
onli went for 2 hrs nia
jiu like tat!! i gt put sunblock and nv put is like no diff
haii.... y onli me gt suntan the rest dun hv lor
UNFAIR!!
Mandy want to be more tan!
Gwen want to exercise her backbone
Heimun want to swim more!
but none of them gt tan! T_T
plus gt a sort of like party with a bunch guys and some gals playing all sort of diff games
in the normal pool
see them splashing here and there
like how Mandy swim lor!!
very scary!!
gt alot of water splashing here and there at her feet there
LOL!! no one dare to swim behind here! LOL!!
first time swim gt music aso!!
coz the party wat!!so gt put very loud music!! YAY!
after everything finish
went to Ya Kun Kaya Toast there to eat!!
DAMN NICE LOR!! LOL!!
ATE SET 1 den went to eat ice cream toast!!
i wanted to try the hot chocolate deep toast de
but very ex! T_T
we even took alot of stupid and FUNNY photos lor!!even gt SOME PEOPLE
gt toupai!!
haha!!
i gt time wo jiu upload kk!!



i decided to let you go
i will not hold on anymore
it is best for you to rest after so long
you need a break rite....

XINXIN DE B'DAE
XINXIN!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!


haha!! xinxin! 2day birthday gal!
but cannot celebrate with her coz exam le!! T_T

love quotes found by xinxin
Wa!! now xinxin pro sia!!
noe where to find love quotes!!
LOL! now it is my turn to steal from u! LOL


loving someone is one thing,
being loved by someone is another
but being loved by the person you love?
thats just [ e v e r y t h i n g ]


she asked "if i walked away would you come after me?"
he said "no."
she turned away crying and began walking away.
& he grabbed her hand and said "because i wouldn't let you go."


my head is saying 'who cares about him?'
but my heart is saying 'i do.'


I wish I could explain my feelings for you,
but I can't.
Some part of me is telling me that I shouldn't like you,
while another part is telling me that you're the only one


Last night I was thinking ... why is it that two people meant to be are always so far
apart?
I sat for hours wondering why such a thing has to be.
But then it came to me ... the distance tests your love.
If you’re apart and it’s meant to be, you will meet again.


forget the risk;
take the fall.
if it's what you want;
then it's worth it all.


&& They fell for each other
not knowing how the other one felt
they never expected the other one to feel the same.
So they drovetheirselves crazii
Patiently Waiting-


st because we're separated by miles
doesn't mean your not the one that makes me smile
it doesn't mean we can't be together
because you'll be in my heart forever


i've always believed in forever
but forever was too good to be true
- Winnie The Pooh


its true..if he loves you
he'll take the time
to fight with you
because, its simple
he'll go through anything
just to be with you


&& i hate it when someone says
they dont like someone when
they dont even know them


Never say you don'thave a chance with
someone when you haven't even asked.


the more she talked to him
and the more she laughed with him,
the more she fell in love with him.


well, you know it's love
when all you want to do is
spend time with the other person,
and you sort of know that the other person feels the same way.


you know he's something special'
when no matter what kind of mood you're in,
he can always manage to make you smile .


he loves her more than he'll ever show
she loves him more than he'll ever know..


don't miss out on what's happening
right now,
just because you're waiting for something better to come along..
-- full house


Dory: "You mean ... you mean you don`t like me?"
Marlin: "No, of course I like you. It's because I like you I don't want to be with you. It's a complicated emotion."


just because it didn't work out with me
doesn'tmean it won't work out with someone else.
-suitelifeofzach&cody


&& you know that when he stares
at you for longer than a second,
he's thinking about you


how would you know if he really loves you?
It's when you scream, he's calm.
When you slap him, he kisses you.
When you cry, he hugs you.
When you tell him you hate him,
he tells you he loves you..


Dont waste your time thinking about people from your past,
there's a reason that you left them there


thats all i have lor!
actually all that XINXIN hv! XD