our 11th month
today is our 11th month anniversary
but dear dear not around to celebrate with me
*sobs*
had been calling long distance call to talk to him
i really miss him alot... still hv to endure for another 7 days
before i can see him again...

anyway
exams had finally ended last thurs
phew!
a big relief
now will be concentrating on CL tat is coming on 1st june
scary~ its only less den one month away
MUST WORK HARD!!!!

finally went out on break on last wed, thurs and fri
with liang, nicole and mandy!^^
wed went to orchard with liang^^ even took neoprints
its been so long since we took together
plus this time didnt make any mistakes in printing the neoprint *phew*
u can view the photos at liang's blog
too much photo lazy to post
LiLiang's blog

thurs went out with nic and liang
at tiong park and tiong^^
had tons of fun!
especially with exams out of our heads
at least for den
fri went out with nic, liang and mandy
went orchard with nic and liang to settle some chores first
before heading down to riverwalk where we had our dance lessons
with mandy and her friends.
was so much fun XD
finally at least able to learn some dance^^
after dance went to central
where we dig around for food XD
there is a famous candy shop there named Sticky
u cant believed what u r abt to see in the next pic
this is actually the candy that was made first
big rite!
cant imagine eating tat
haha XD

satwent to play with baby ^^
haha well at least she had fun
while i was seriously tired
the best thing abt sat was i finally had my first "free" facial treatment
at New York Skin Solution( i mean literally free)
was a fun yet bothering experience (bothering was after the treatment)
even had steamboat after tat^^
nice watermelon freeze!
sunbest weekend so far
went out with my family to vivo
main purpose :to return starhub scv box
but did more den that
went to hv a massive shopping spree at daiso where no matter big or small,
its ALL $2
next stop was challenger and GV
before heading to best denki to survey on tvs
omg! i didnt noe tat great sg sale strt le
valerie really has alot of nice nice clothes!
but i must restrain myself from buying
even if my mum allows me
the best about today was the walk at Henderson Wave
with my parents
i really hvent been up there for a very long time
its was nice to be up there again
took alot of nice photo
but since i hvent edited it yet
i will post the next time XD(especially with the nasty pimple i hv, i gt to edit)
dinner at sakura (or something like tat)
was not that satsifiying for me
since i ordered the wrong thing
overall average for me
the night ended with a walk around ikea
where we took abt the new furniture we all want to buy
(thinking of moving house)

i realised quite alot of things today:
  1. everyone has it difference
they like diff things and think differently
even families are like tat too
they all might hv different opinion over something
but they are still family

2.there are many injustive in the world

i saw a show today while we were getting ready to head out for dinner
it really shows how one sided we can be
where we only noe the surface of things
and yet another part of it is been covered by lies
and money are used to shout people up
even in places we might nv imagine and the people involved in it

3. jealousy of human

i realised the jealousy appeared in everyone we noe
from young to old
one time when i send baby to sch
when she saw i had a handphone on hand
she immediately went to take her toy phone
when in her sch, she saw a boy showing off his new watch to the teachers
baby quickly asked ah ma where was her new watch
and turn abit sour face.
even babies hv jealousy towards people
tats why every humans want what others hv..
this cycle can nv stop



"there is no guarantee in life"

the long awaiting
i cant imagine myself staying in the dark room
waiting for days and days to pass by without u...

dear dear went bck to China...
damn karliang... y must say after he go in i will cry...
basket... gome dear dear... i really gt cry...
i miss you so much...

went to eat popeye with dear dear
and took pics
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i want to take another pic when u come bck k
love you lots
come bck soon k....pls be safe n sound....
or else i will cry everyday... =(

its gone
im prepared to flunk my midyear exams
mainly bcoz i didnt much study (but i still did ok)
and the papers were really hard
the only papers im confident in passing are
History and SS
hope at least gt a B for humanities

ytd went to watch Star Trek
with my brother at tiong
man.. forgotten how small tiong cinema is
OMG! star trek is amazing!! nice btr den xmen actually
lucky went to watch star trek with bro instead of ramen girl
went to shop for Mothers' Day present
haha didnt forget to say

Happy Mothers' Day to all mothers
in the world
message especially to my dearest mother who raise me up
hope u like the bag bro and me bought for u ^^


on fri
went out with Boonteck, Karliang, Daniel, Lionel, YongMing, Laogong ang Liliang
bcoz laogong gg bck to china this coming tues..
for two weeks...T_T
gg to miss him like hell.....
haiz....
anyway went to watch Xmen at vivo
dear dear even bought me a soft toy ^^
now i hv two precious soft toy at home
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my bear bear and bunny angel^^ (gt wings behind the bunny de)

thanx laogong, u always know how to make me happy =)
i even bought a bear for liang for mothers' day
well.. she is my " mom"
haha, glad she love it=)
dear dear even gt his wow game after waiting for so long XD
dinner at the henderson coffee shop there
ate quite alot lo
haha
daniel can be a great father
baby really like playing with him XD
everyone stayed at laogong's house before gg


haha heres a video
at laogong's house
although hv any funnier one but wont be posting it XD
had lots of fun on fri
after nt gg out for so long ^^

i realised tat it cant be changed now..
we hv lost it... and there is not turning bck..
how i wish things had nv changed between us all..
gdbye to the relationship we once had..


ps. dear dear must come bck safe and sound k.. dun forget im always here waiting for u =)
love you lots

mixed up
OMG
just finished watching ep 11 of ToGetHer...
super touching...
seems like next ep will be the last ep for the show le!
i cant to watch it
but of coz after exam den can
started exam le
not confident in myself at all
everyone jiayou!

my emotions are mixed up
what kind of emotion shld i feel

sometimes i feel in... sometimes im just out...
have i really lose it all..
someone tell me.. im all mixed up..
i wondered what is like to have it all back...
when i disappear they wont remember mine.. ill fade away till someone takes my place