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last day of the month but nth has changed...
things had alr settled between me and mandy...FINALLY!!^^ well im not sure whether i gained bck her 100%trust in me well.. strting off 2day was not exactly pleasant... during morning duty is like alot of bugs around the whole field anyway wasnt really in the best mood gossip alot at the field there la after found out the horrible truth the things i think so much about on sat was really true...i wasnt my imagination i really didnt noe tat such thins were bothering u... i was not obviousing... maybe u really shld be angry abt me..butdendunuthinkigtdisappointedinugalsbefore..iloveyougals.soididntsayireallydo tats y during maths.. i didnt really tok {sry heimun.. didnt really wanted to make u emo as well} but during english class i just couldnt stand it! when gwen turned around to encourage me she just said " aiya yuan yi cheer up la" tears strted filling my eyes and falling down i couldnt stand it so i just cried in class but with my heads on table really thanx for concerning for me^^ glad to recieve ur sms.. im happy enough to noe tat u care for me at least for now^^ oh ya! sry kirstale.. almost made u emo too well.. after a quick slap on my face in the toilet i was back to my old self again {well at least for awhile} band 1 went to the elan room to create a account for recording T_T lost my password to log in so end up used qiaoting com to create an account was like fooling around with nic and qt and especially with kristale coz she went to find a video on ghost but end up it was tat scene of a guy behind a girl doing the clay vase while the background music was the "ooohhh..my love..~ my darling..~ I've hungered for your touch A long, lonely time" somemore the video is like more "A" than those who saw in those movies during recess cass had the happiness time la! haha!! she recieved a present from her dearest bf XD but den i gt the other hand... even during history was not really the best time all i ever did in history class was cry... until when i decided to write a letter la.. which changes the situation for both of us thanx for keep turning around when u were walking bck to class for geo..^^ i really appreciate it.. hving u care for me like tat i alr think it is enough.. during history lesson.. when cher suddenly said abt promises.. i cant help but think abt u and my friends during maths and chem heimun and me keep laughing abt ________ thing and keep saying we cannot laugh at ____ coz like tat means we like ____ in the diary heimun wrote ILY to me is like gt a big LYY there tat person think wat we writing to him after sch waited for cass and heimun they hving band things gt btr with mandy^^ went to play netball with eugenia,fiona, jas and mandy LOL! after tat jas even played badminton with mx,lionel and janine haha! jas is still a pro! mandy went home earlier lo! oh ya! end up we decided tat mandy go treatment ba... and i gg to cut hair with her aso on fri^^ Mandy's dad fetched her home sia! but end up ltr she called to "complain" to me abt _____ aiyo... dun cry le la! must rmb wat we said in msn kk even played bball with jas walao the guys keep playing full court dun even want to give us half court la always must stop half way de somemore jasmine's elbow hit my head lo!! damn pain sia! we two played until very violent! LOL!! after playing bball cannot even concentrate to study so decide to rest lo! dunnoe y my mood today go up and down de.. no only 2day but everyday... sry everyone..
hey guysim so sry didnt tok much or actually at all 2day.. srsly in a way bad mood/emo so so sry to JASMINE,FIONA,AGNES,LILIANG,MANDY,GWEN,HEIMUN and CASS especially to jasmine,fiona,agnes and liliang they keep trying to make me laugh but end up my face is like too stiff to smile sry gals!! promise next time wont hv this thing happening le oh ya sry liang, i broke my promise XP i was enduring all the while in mac... too many things happen ytd and 2day.. it all seems like a dream come true but end up was a dream gone bad.. y r u doing this to me.. and the other one had to add more sadness to me... maybe im btr off without any friends and love... i only bring saddness to everyone i noe... y arent u here with me thru all this... do you noe tat every one of ur sms will either keep me smiling or crying..imissyoualot..can someone just take me away from all this.. ok enough all this emoing le! today gt quite a few interesting tat happen! OMG! today fri means i today PLEDGE TAKER T_T wa! scared sia! long long time nv say le! early morning always hv morning blues de like tat ask me say pledge T_T someone every fri is mr tse! abit scared leh! LOL! somemore mr tse very tall i so short.. very weird but no choice ma! must say de! ok i dunnoe whether anyone heard before la but MR TSE WAS SPEAKING CHINESE sounded abit weird but was shocking la! didnt noe he could speak after all he always speak eng! well a nice strt for the morning LOL think he was scolding a bball girl.. abt wat not sure after tat he asked me for a pen which was another shock for me MR TSE:erm... u gt a pen? ME: yeah but in my bag MR TSE: can, go get it ME:oohh! haha!! something like tat la! at first stand there not shivering de after take the pen rite stand bck there was shivering abit loLOL!! dunnoe wat happen whole time was like looking at agnes and jasmine saw mandy aso! rest not really my heartbeat was getting faster everytime the national song was abt to finish when my turn tat time.. i think i stopped breathing!! pathetic rite LOL! in my mind was like faster get it over with!! after everything mr tse said thank you i was like HUH?? ok first time... well coz i think i only go up to say pledge like 1 or 2 time nia LOL!! but den was "interesting" in a way coz of all the funny things tat happen maybe next fri wont hv such shivering le coz used to le ma oh ya no offence or anything^^ actually enjoyed myself coz of this last nite the msg u send me really send me to the moon.. to the skies..and to the stars but den i fell down as soon as 2day comes... sitting down smsing u.. i could almost cry....think of everything tat gone thru my mind... i can forget everyone around me... cca was abit funny la well in the BIG HOT SUN today{really no clouds to block lo} we were playing games in the parade square! HOT HOT HOT! today is the first day sec3 leaders took over{example:nic and sarah! hehe} and the last day for sec4s T_T really gg to miss them well everything has a beginning and ending ba.. played the last games with sec4 which was CAT AND MOUSE very hard to explain la so just say it like cat running after the mouse la last person will get forfeit!! hehe a tradition in GB to make people do forfeit and guess who we sabo! SARAH CHUA! OUR NEW CL^^ again another recess w/o eating well.. just say i really hv to pay up all my debts or esle im not gg to hv enough money to buy presents for birthday babies ^^ today nic was in a gd mood! had fun with her! but den ps leh nic! ask u take over sec1s and drill stage 1 both pui hoon and renuka end up nv come! drill today was like T_T i really wondering how are they gg to pass had to put on the very very strict look on them lo! not wat im used to T_T but really had to correct them this time walao!! i still gt alot of things to learn for drill is like i dunnoe alot of things most of them is agnes do de maybe i not fit to be a drill i/c.. haiz badgework and singaspiration was...hehe^^ joanne gd lo! pull me out to wat demo action for the song sabo~ had fun^^ we even sang a birthday song to Elaine{sec3 de} and finally saw sarah chua's forfeit of chicken dance^^ when i saw u again at outside the class.. suddenly all my laughter was gone.. and all the msg just flow pass my mind like a train..finallycriedforthefirsttime.. CL was abit boring la! as usual walao!! forgot to take $4.50 from my mum!! end up used mine and lent jas aso there goes my $9 for the day! heng i nv spent on recess whole time keep doing correction and cher was so kind as to NOT give us hw for the first time coz of speechday bell rang, faster went up to art room to take the blazers down to the prefect room alot sia! waited outside the art room for quite long Kenneth they all still hvent come yet nic is like funny la! she called me to ask me whether im gg anyway she was at the carpark there while i was up at art room looking down at her! LOL!! asked her look up she go look at the sky! LOL!! think i cannot see! tot she gg to go tiong with us with jiawen aso but end up dun hv so everything done le hou went to find mrs ng first instead she asked me go find her on tues need to buy heels for tmr speech day usehering so faster went to tiong jasmine,fiona and liliang keep saying wat i walked very fast very normal liao lo maybe just abit faster nia walao! walked the whole of tiong is like dun hv the heels lo! T_T either dun hv,too exp or dun hv my size suay rite! even fiona said so! so after gt a few bites and was on the way to BM there to see whether gt luck anot 1st shop:nope 2nd shop: weehee!! finally gt le!! both comfortable and cheap!! but the most disgusting thing was tat there were SPIDERS in the shoe box lo! only until i open at mac when we go find agnes den noe de lo!! stupid la!! its like damn disgusting!! not 1 but think gt 3 BIG ones and few small one! faster took my shoes out jas helped me throw! thank goodness!!LOL! ~~~~ {dun feel like saying wat happen} i really didnt expected to hurt mx so much.. went silent after liang picked up mx call for me.. in my mind two things keep flowing and swirling non-stop i endure.. i dun want to cry but when we were leaving mac.. i saw u and the rest of bballers.. i couldnt stand it and ran in the toilet to cry.. sry girls i didnt wanted to..maybe i wwas overreacting... but my mind just went blank on wat to do.. jas decided to go play bball at sch! so liang took my bball from her home while we the rest went to sch to so call "book" court first rent a bball from mr kek went to find mandy and gwen before gg to play match with joash and the rest of the boys our team was fiona,agnes,jas,calvin and me ltr was only us four girls when we played full court! liang end up dun want to play T_T well.. wasnt in a gd mood so didnt really talked played a little rough 2day fell down.. gt hit by the ball on my ear{caused of calvin} and obvioudly my fingers always get bend by a fast ball lame i noe walao! lost to the boys by 1 point! end up do 10 pumpings! just 1 points they do 30 pumpings leh! LOL too tired to continue went to slack at the canteen almost fell asleep at the bench after like abt 5plus went to mac again coz jas want to do maths cass and heimun so clever sia spotted us at mac reason: my hair and jas face LOL! but they went home first we only did afterwards! well nth much happen after tat so byebb! hope everything goes smoothly tmr! im sry mx.. i knew i shld hv told u in the first place.. its all my fault..
mood both happy and sad^^
haha! weird riteboth happy and sad!! so not used to go school myself now... rather to be fetch there T_T but den my dad needs the car so when he finish work wont so tired... haii... reached sch is alr like 7plus am liao lo! but den last nite too late sleep le.. during the morning duty was quite funny la! scared like last time like tat mrs de souza come to our duty place again.. so do our own this time... abit weird la.. still need to be fierce leh... not use to it la! even gt people say i fierce lo... aiyo heck kare liao la.. fierce jiu fierce lo.. is not like im not like tat LOL XP OMG! the field really stinks lo! smell like shit lo! srsly la! dunnoe y and where it came from oh ya!! cheryl and me aso somehow scolded the sec2s prefects not really scold la just tell becoz they everytime very late go duty ask them noe wat time report they aso dunnoe everytime stand there do nth make me and cheryl do everything with the gate duty people made me and cheryl damn pissed off la! they just like stand one corner to tok like tat lo today dunnnoe for wat reason mrs yeo send all the teachers{expect for relief and temp teachers} so end up we go sit at the parade square too leaving dhurkesh behind at the bench there doing POA!! LOL!! he only realised cheryl,fiona,regina and me gone when mrs yeo was like half way toking!! LOL!! wasted a whole period of maths coz of mrs yeo.. although it wasnt exactly excited or sort neither was eng... sry i didnt noe u were sick for the whole time in eng period i cant let myself wrying for u when kristale told me something is wrong with u i can feel my heart ache specially when mandy confirmed with me tat u r sick.. u noe u were nv out of my mind and head before... although sometimes i really wish u can.. but when i heard tat since ytd u been sick and all u were thinking of is her.. my heart really did broke... and seeing u at the foyer waiting to go home.. i really dun wish to go to history.. i rather stay at my duty place and ensure u go home safe before i go... noe im really stupid even though it is so obvious tat u dun like me anymore and confirm just tat the one u wish could sms u is her ba... well... not smsing u to ask u really make me feel very weird inside so i did... im glad i did^^ coz this is the very first time u sms me for so long after such a long time and not in 1 or 2 words anymore^^ but den u r sick... so must rest.. u noe for the whole time during history i was smsing only u and i keep smiling^^ i really love u alot...but den i noe its over le... get well soon kk.. i will miss u a whole lot.. not only now but forever and ever since den alr had been missing... History class was damn funny la!! cant stop laughing and smiling with heimun!! hehe!! heimun i noe u love me^^ coz i love u too!!x333 we laughing coz of renjie and the dunnoe who la they tok until very funny like wat sunflower seeds LOL!! and wat gt hair or dun hv hair! LOL!! den we keep adding on to it... like renjie the hair all go to his moustard{something like tat} there!LOLXDDD heimun sure rmb how we laugh de lo!! ok la noe we alittle bad la!! abit too much le la! but really cannot stop laughing on it lo! the rest of the day was alittle boring to be exact.. haii... gt bck our report bk... very sad sia! really failed my phy... first F9 and C5 in my report bk... dun really feel like saying liao la.. very disappointed... bad bad 1st term.. haii... i really miss u lots come bck to sch soon kk...
reply to xinxin blog^^
haha!xinxin thanx for the reply on ur blog well here is mine for u sometimes promises really mean the world to people his almost does but den think i forget to tell u ba when he loved me, i did love him bck only i didnt noe abt it and maybe didnt want to accept it ba.. everything was really my fault den but den abt the THIS KIND OF PROMISES IS ONLY MATURE PEOPLE CAN USE K haha!! y dun say only mature people can make promiseXP agree? hehe well its official my love life and ur love life is a miserable thing both places so nice end up become a bad memory some more interchange i everyday go now abit become bad memory liao la LOL! srsly la xin is i hurt people one lo i can got at least hurt 2 people liao le.... haha thanx for the encouragement ^^ maybe i was thinking too much le ba but den sometimes i really hv to admit i stupid and idiotic la maybe sometimes is i dunnoe how to appreciate people ba haha!! u noe i very very long nv hit guys liao lo if zl really let me hit the hua jiu hao liao lo!! dun think my so call"brother" will mind ba! LOL Glad u agreed with me about 2008 ya 8 supposed to be a lucky number but end up cause so much misery and saddness would rather be 2007 den 2008 2007 i had almost everything all my best time -2e2 which was the bestt -all the good memories -and u noe la but den 2008 is like the total opp. no much good memories for all i rmb almost everything was bad and my class now is like the total opp. of wat my last class was haii..it tearing down everything i really hope tat we can skip this year too i gt the same feeling as u every day things keep gg around our heads and mind everyday new and bad things come about it is worst when u alr hv to think about love or studies but den we still hv to think abt those empty promises and sort bad memories keep swirling aroun my head things and people remind me abt those memories but den dun ever think abt hurting urself there is a saying tat liking someone takes 1 sec loving someone takes 1 min but forgetting someone takes 1 year so when u say tat u forget him completely i dun really believe after all wat u been thru cant be forgotten easily i cant even forget it till now i agree with u its not like we met the guy for like few mins but is a guy who came in ur life and change it completely how can we forget it so easily rite but then they choose to leave us behind there is nth we can do about it ba we both of the same feeling i want to forget everything tat ever happen best is to go bck to pri sch where there isnt much to worry abt rite.. dun forget laogong^^ even if dun hv him i will always love u as my laogong^^ good friday
firstly i want to strt off withwe really didnt mean to do tat noe wat u mean by not belonging and sort its not tat we stress or anything.. haii.. we are really sry abt it.. we really hope u can forgive us i swear on my life tat nth we say is a lie and everything abt we 5 are always forever friends is true for every hr, min and sec im sry for making u feel a sense of non-belonging and i swear tat it will nv happen again if it do, hit me hard on the back and i will understand i dun want the 5 of us to break our friendship just like this we been thru 3 yrs of friendship, i dun want it to end everyone of us is a precious part of each of our life well to me tats wat i think i hope u gals feel the same way too.. pls forgive us... HAPPY EASTERDAY/GOOD FRIDAY to everyone! hehe!! public holiday for all{well..almost all} at least i noe i can get to rest for a long time today actually hv to go to my dad's side the family gathering which is in the afternoon waited for my parents to wake me up to go end up they didnt at all they just let me sleep all the way so in the end just stayed at home... watched kids central till like 4plus oh ya! 2 strangest things happened to me in the afternoon yiwei and huai ao toked to me sia damn shocked they two hardly even sms me or rather tok to me in sch suddenly both tok to me out of the blue these two guys are weird today abt yiwei leh ^^ glad u decided tat hope everything goes well although i was overjoyed abt u toking to me again but den u made me confused again...wat is ur true feeling? hehe!! went to see movie again! walao!! made a wrong decision lo! we went to vivo lo!! the queue was like damn long!! all the way till the mini toons there liao lo!! can u imagine how long must we wait before getting the tickets plus the tickets was selling fast confirm get the very front seat or worst dun hv so skip la!! go great world watch at least btr la no queue but den the seats still quite front la oops forget to say wat movie i watchXP watched The Spiderwick Chronicle This show is really quite frightening!! alot alot of times i was like covering my ears and eyes!! {ok la, if u r afraid of goblems and sort den is frightening la} quite alot of part gt like things 'poping' out so scared me la! but after all a very nice movie to watch^^ only tat after tat i firghten after nv speak niaXP didnt do much today happy or sad aso cannot feel leh... aiya! dunnoe wat i saying le.. getting late le..nitez everyone someone pls help me clear my tots.. someone pls give me a sign on wat to do... feelings
i really feel like running as far as possible nowi really hate the feeling of staying in this pain i hate the feeling of smiling when i just not feeling happy i just cant smile when i see him in front of me when all he think is about her and only her i been talking to xinxin today about empty promises empty promises tat guys make to us but i cant forget the promise u made to me two promises somemore i really cant stand rmbing tat tat promises was empty from tthe very beginning i dun think u even rmb tat promise at all... tats y u choose to leave i dun think any girls want to have guys who always made empty promise to them maybe is not your fault for making tat empty promise maybe everything was mine fault in the first place hurting u countless time and now it is ur turn ba... do you noe u hv been giving me cold shoulders ever since tat time u noe how many times i been crying for u ever since do u noe i been missing you since den but i finally gt ur ans... and tat is enough for me to forget all the gd things heimun might be right just tat when we walking to the bus stop but everything u r doing now is proving it wrong... maybe i really hv to learn to let go and forget.. I REALLY REALLY HATE MYSELF for being such a fool for hurting people so much and for being such a cruel person a loser in everything... i found out tat even my friends are leaving me... mandy is somehow drifting apart from me... i dunnoe y... i just realised it few days ago... sometimes she not really emo but den when she does.. it really hurts me... seems like mandy lost trust in me or something like tat or maybe it is because of the way i behave.. she nv tells me y she is sad anymore.. she wont share anything with me.. to her it seems like i cant make her smile de... only can emo... when with me hardly will smile... i cant comfort her when she is sad...dun even noe wat to say although i only guessing...but i dunnoe leh... maybe i thinking too much ba.. hope so.. im just useless...an idiotic person tats who i am.. i can just make someone hate me for like in a short period... just had a quarrel with mx i just dun understand wat gt me so irritated for the whole day.. wasnt in the mood to laugh or smile or even tok especiall after he scolded the vulgar word at me thru sms... all i wanted to do was to hit the hell out of someone! i tot i clinch my fist so hard till my hands will bleed... was on the edge of busting and aso on the verge of crying as in coz of too angry... i have to admit tat i am very xiao qi.. since young jiu like tat le every small little thing jiu angry le... my mind is so confuse now! whether to hate him coz he scolded vulgar or not hate him coz it was aso my fault tok to him or dun tok to him angry or not angry at him wat am i exactly feeling now? i dun even noe!!! things keep gg around my head ever since i came home i keep thinking and thinking till my head is gg to burst! im worried over everything now.. my friends and life.. is all in a mess tat i cant control anymore i hate to be this emo in my post but i have to at least type out or i will burst i wish everything was like how it was in the past ever since 2008 arrived every gd things are always attached to bad things w/o fail... i dun care who is gg to read this be it him or my friends i just hv to get it out of my head wat hv i been thinking over the past few days or months! im sry everyone... so long nv post
so long nv post lebut den i gt so many things to say from the camp recently till today think easier to tok about today first la i find tat today very emo like tat leh especially after the movie... early in the morning hv to wake up early just to go for amaths lecture today so damn rush la! didnt even have time to eat breakfast just have a bowl of cereal before rushing down to take the bus damn!! just when i went down the bus went away wasted alot of my time lo interchange aso the same thing! gt a feeling tat 2day heaven is playing a fool of me!! every traffic light is always red de lo!! damn rite a bad way to strt my day especially when i TOTALLY hate morning {not a morning person, prefer to sleep in} so no choice late for the lecture and was like damn ps to go in la so wasted like 10plus mins outside before gg in stupid rite ok la.. still manage to understand the lecture la walao! tat gwen keep saying about the romantic princess dunnoe which one she say is real lorT_T coz my whole study mood to go down the drain lo keep thinking about the show LOL!! emotion kanna affected! when the whole lecture finally finish Jasmine,JiaWen,Kristale,Mandy and me went to tiong to catch The Leap Years again at 4.05 think i wore the wrong shoes liao lo in the 851 long bus almost did a "spilt" and almost fell for like 3 or more times lo haha!! last time didnt really cry coz of the presence of guys around somemore i gt the principle tat i will not and nv shld i cry in front of my friends i nv like to cause my friends to emo or sad! so i want to see today will i cry lo!! haha! did the same rountine like almost everytime went to buy food at NTUC even went to other places to walk about la haha!! saw one of my bro's classmate working at NTUC! was "serving" us at the counter la somemore tat mandy and jiawen tot tat guy was gg to hit on me coz he asked if i rmb him ma LOL!! finally went in to watch nv sat in our right place move abit forward! well was a spoiler to mandy for telling her the story la but if i dun tell her she wont watch rite as i expected!! really without boys i can cry like HELL!! was like so damn embarrass to cry like tat in front of my friends la but i really really wanted to cry so much lo if in the middle of the movie was 1 hr de hua means i cried for 1 hr coz strted to cry in the middle of the movie but i cannot stand it lo THANX SO MUCH JAS! she lent me her shoulders to cry! even help me to get tissue leh!^^ and cheer me up somemore!! mandy and jas were like finding lots of way to make me laugh by doing stupid things^^XD coz i still cried even after the credits haha!! and mandy, jiawen and kristale for comforting me^^ the actual reason y i cry was coz of him been thinking of him the whole time when watching the movie the promises and everything tats y i couldnt stop crying even after tat... when i hugged mandy i wanted to cry more.. but i knew he was not the only one i tot when watching the movie i aso gt think of mx.. i aso dunnoe y... walao!! cry until my whole eyes turn red siaX_X somemore still saw nic,sarah,joanne,agnes and qt!! damn ps lo!! mandy still say wat i scared her coz first time see me cry until so cham {well mandy get used to it XD} went to more than words coz jas is buying jiawen's gift for their anniversary!! so gd lo!! LOL! wanted to take neoprint but den pocket broke liao!! LOL on the way home aso not tat happy la... emoing lo.. somemore keep getting in the rain even slipped on the staircase while walking down.. lucky nv slip all the way down still pain lo! tot will get fever but end up nv la gt someone to accompay me to tok all the way home HAHA! chen ming xing is seriously a pig lo!! slept until 6plus today!! pig rite!!LOL!! kk la!! dun disturb le la.. recently been thinking about alot of things keep crying over and over again these few days but now den i realised how stupid i was promises are meant to be broken.. empty promises are wat tat is left in love can someone please prove me wrong i noe alot of people who gt their heart broken doesnt like the word "forever" coz everytime when someone used the word forever it always lead to an empty promise but then we shld not hate the word forever coz it does not need to be only in love it can aso used for friendship and family only love den need forever meh friendship and family too wat rite!! plus we dunnoe whether in the future are we gg to meet btr people to love so dun hate it so fast just coz of a broken relationship just treat it as a rubbish being said by the wrong person u found as ur so call other part after all "it's better to be loved and lost than never to be loved at all" a word of advice from me to people who are thinking alot of things: dun wry/fan for wat is in the future or either wat is gg to come coz it might not happen and might not exist even if it do exist, it coming anyway so face it with a diff. perpestive! "About the nature of relationships. The Buddha believed whenever a person enters you life, you should welcome them and enjoy whatever it is they bring,even it it's only for a short time. Then, when it's time for them to go away, you shouldn't take it as a rejection,because when a person leaves your life, it has nothing to do with you. It's simply time for them to leave." do you believe? "well i think the Buddha's example takes a rather one-sided view of relationships. For instance, there's a difference between when a person voluntarily leaves your life, and when a person has been deliberately driven away." which do you believe? quote from The Frog Prince by Gillian McKnight {xin, thanx for lending me the book! its prefect^^} TAN ZHEN LIANG JEALOUS
haha!!just now tan zhen liang jealous sia saw i write my feelings for my 6 bestie friends nv write about him la!! haha he want me to love him la!! LOL as if lor!! he only need **** cannot say the name or else someone emo!! kk la!! let me write about him ba!! Tan Zhen Liang haha!! kk la!! my only guy best friend arent you lucky to be my only guy best friend haha!! must feel honoured kk ok.. seriously dun be so play boy anymore kk be more serious in love ba dun so easily give up on her la!! haha!! let her noe u really really like her!! u btr take kare of urself kk and must tell me all about ur love life like xinxin!! must bond more!! tahnx for being my best guy friend although last time i keep bullying u but aat least we gt alot of fun rite!^^ haha! "love u la" as a friend of coz!! LOL Tan Zhen Liang hving fever
ok!! 2day my three best friendsXin Xin, Agnes and Zhen Liang are suppose to come my house but end up only xinxin and zl came! xin was the first one to come my house chitchat about alot of things espexially about her first love and abt him now i almost noe all abt xinxin first love le la! she aso noe abt mine aso so we are fair the only one tat is not fair is AGNES ANG!! coz end up she nv come my house! tution till 5.30 cant even go watch movie with xinxin ps both of us lo!! zl aso almost ps us but he gt valid reason he is SICK!! in the phone he say wat gt lung infection lo!! scared the hell of us but end up he still come! ^^ he so gd rite haha!! bbut he really sound very sick leh! coughing so badly and still wat very giddy like tat three of us met at 7-11 to buy things to eat zl end up buy porridge, btr for his health went up home, keep playing his psp lo eat aso dun want but still gt finish la! think after about 1 hr or so den finish was watching this movie at channel 62 so cal abt love de la but someone abit affected seeing the "couples" like tat so nv watch finish jiu switch off le zl took a nap asked us 30mins ltr wake him up so ok lo.. chatted on the phone with liliang and ming xing while using my new laptopXP while xinxin is beside me using the computer haha!! she is SO in love with me and my pictures LOL!! so we decided to get married {one reason is tat i can so call do house work la! cut the apple for her ma} haha!! so from now on im xinxin's wife and xinxin is my laogong le!! hehe!! but den when we go checked on zl tat time he was like shaking leh!! omg!! he hving fever liao lor man!! blaming myself for it la! at first he dun hv de lo but anyway ask my mum for help so let him eat fever medicine, before letting him lay down on the sofa fu de cold towel on his head and neck so tat can cool down de fever his temp is 38.6 lo feeling so guilty sia for the time being, he is sleeping la.. me and xinxin become his personal nurse helping him too cool down his fever ltr better to send him home he just now said ytd fever tat time almost fainted on the way home well who ask now he become my so call brother my mum say one wat! HAHA!! kk la!! btr go attend to him now feeling abit guilty about asking him to come even though he is still sick just now my laogong jealous sia see me attend to zl haha!! sae what she aso want to sick so i can attend to her!! haha!! she love me too much le! XP {bhbing} so now he is awake and still alive but still hving fever now im worried about my best friend le!! oh ya! actually wanted to take a pic of him but den since he is sick den dun take lor!! but seriously he look quite handsome at that time first time see him sleeping sia but den he look very xin ku lor! he afterwards still say wat den clinic gt open anot noow den decided to see doc hai... worry for him! but think he will be ok de la he so "strong" i missing him every single second
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