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so sleep together tonight
Hello there, a lover of purple,music, dance and taiwanese, korean drama love shows plus jap anime a dramatic person who always dream too much about fantasy and have a wide imagination on alot of things, both good and bad!! a hyperactive person who likes to jump about and cannot stay in a place for long oh boy, i love you :D 私はいつも、ねえ明興があなたを愛し together from 17th june 2008, on a tuesday morning |
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sch reopen
YO PEOPLE!haha!! was "bugged" by xinxin to blog! XD LOL! jkjk!! not tat meaning la! haha! really gt tat long nv blog meh.. LOVE XINXIN ^^ LOVE AGNES too! alr tot u were dead and almost wanted to buried her! XD jkjk! haha! laogong mixing well with my two BOBF sia kidding around with xinxin!! ps: laogong asked me to blog too! xinxin! haha! really treat him as kor ar?! XD haha! if really treat him as kor dunnoe wat to call to u leh! of coz met u first la! met u and agnes first ar! ^^ my first few best friends! anyway did i mention sch reopen le? well if nv! here goes yup SCHOOL REOPEN LE!! very last min sia! now den say XP sch reopen le need study le haiizz abit sian but still shld be fun miss alot of my friends especially Heimun, Mandy and Gwendolyn they went SYF for quite some time tmr gg to see their preview show not the actualy day sia T_T but shld be ok ba faster come bck to class, u three!! most of the class is slacking de but really some like eng and maths gt study lo so must buck up le!! JIAYOU! iloveyoualways..dunforget
bck from japan
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realise tat come bck from japan quite long still hvent blog yet XD so hey everyone! im bck from japan le! came bck on 17th june in the early morning 0023am its really HOME SWEET HOME so nice to be bck! but the weather is like OMG HOT HOT HOT compared to jap the cold wind and nice weather XD miss it sia but i miss sg more!^^ so excited to be bck lo coz so many things can do plus i miss him so much la yaya many people guess it but ask me btr ba anyway! really really LOVE 17th of june will rmb always!no matter is wat time i aso will rmb^^ so most of the day is spent going out since i been home well so long nv in sg le best is go out walk walk ar oh ya! FINALLY had ktv with liang le! the one we been toking abt since the strting of the year coz of her birthday wanted to open de but of coz drag till now lo but is was SO fun! expect for some parts when kanna irriated but most of the time is funfunfun! somemore the funniest part was when liang go disiao me so go tickle her end up like cat fight lo! fell on the floor on chengyee and almost hving liang falling on me! LOL lo fall until very chu lu lo! somemore wearing quite girlish leh very bad image especially in front of him sad sia! made him worried sia! but after tat go come and pick me up la^^ funniest was like chengyee keep saying "eh dun fall on me! dun fall on me!" LOL XD end up hai shi fell! XD but ok la! everything was fun^^ oh ya nv mention who went and when was it so it was just ytd 19th june there were LiLiang, Chengyee, Nicole, Eric, his stead and his stead friend plus of coz MingXing and me ar!^^ so ya fun but people were annoyed by alot of things like eric's stead and friend were like wearing very very short shorts somemore their clothes were like very kai fan like going to the beach or like at geylang... u guys shld understand le ar... especially the friend is like wearing over neck bra with a tee shirt over it lo and for goodness sake la its like gg to the beach one lo but we in ktv, aircon room for crying out loud! still wear till like tat not as if they dunnoe lo after awhile lend jacket from us dun want liao ask eric throw bck end up hit liang and nic! smart rite! dunnoe la! dun like them jiu shi liao the five of us dun dun like them lo! Eric, no offense la! we dun really care abt who u stead with not like we dun care but den its really the way they dress we dun like lo! ps hor nv tell u but really no offense de la imagining
ok srsly hv nth to do..Pls read here before u continue! this post is writing how im feeling now if not interested pls head to the links or the red X button of the right hand corner wats the point of arguing when it nv ends.. feeling abit hot and cold here fever? or just imagining? maybe its coz i want to come down with fever so much ba so i can rest and stop saying things tat i dun mean i rmb last time when i was small i strted to imagine things like ohh.. wat if i faint in sch will the person i like come or will i be send to the hospital and this and tat happen my imagination very strong sia want to stop thinking aso cannot tats y even dreams aso come out weird weird de hv u ever realise tat sometimes ur dream protraits wat u want in real life or wat u want to discover nightmares are just when u imagine too much so u dream abt it maybe my theroy is wrong la but tat works for me *shit crying alr! wth, btr not let my aunt see* realise tat i imagine so much coz my mum aso de same wow! genes from her so its not surprising if i imagine myself in an accident here in jap or imagining myself nv coming bck or going bck as a soul, ghost after tat will strt thinking will anyone care for me there if really die liao funny rite i hate the word die coz i nv want to see people around me die.. but im always imagining myself dying or dun mind myself dying too but nv i want those around me to die.. tats y i hate it when they say die.. thinking whether anyone is waiting for me i noe alot of my friends read these will sure scold me de say they care for me i noe i always noe but maybe its just my imagination ba.. thinking so much.. srsly sometimes i will wonder if i disappear from the world who will care and most likely they will forget abt me after awhile maybe cry cry for like few weeks den wont liao who noes.. maybe yes maybe no.. so now u all noe le ba im not tat optimistic as i really am when im in front of u guys im not acting sometimes i really am but i same will always think of the worst and much much more den u can imagine coz my imagination alr too much tat i can handle one day can really hv my head burst if think so much tats y most of the time i dun find myself in a gd position to persuade people, give advise or comfort them coz im the same *omg getting a major headache just thinking now* i hate myself majority of the time for not being able to do this and tat for example i hate myself for not being able to help my friends i hate myself for always doing the wrong things i hate myself for making him upset or angry i hate myself for not being there when friends need me i hate myself for im not being a gd friend and many more cant help it i stay strong in front of others but nv when im alone i act strong in front of others but nv alone people might say i always act and i agree coz most of the time im acting dun most of the people too... tats y there was a time i really wanted to disappear from the world as people say im sick and tired.. i know its stupid but most people will think of it its nt surprising it just how do u handle it i find im really ridicous when i get angry over small things when i scold my friends for thinking negatively but i myself is the same.. im really tired for putting a fake mask.. but y im i complaining here other people aso de same ar putting a fake mask there is always a saying of " u might seem strong outside but actually u really need someone to care for u" sometimes i thinking im really tat kind of person but i nv want my friends to wry for me nor my family or him... i rather i take everything for them.. i dun need others to take care of me.. or so i think.. wat is the best for me i nv knew.. i imagine alot of things like being with him at this place and tat thinking this will happen and tat will happen but im not sure will it really happen for real as i say im just thinking alot of things can happen within one day which is 24 hr for the half of the day im smiling while smsing him and for the next sec my whole smile can gone coz weird things strted coming out from smiling, i would want to cry but in front of others tat fake mask comes up again and when i enter bck into the room the mask drops off immediately and tears flow down *like now, my fake mask is on, i holding bck my tears* and in another sec from crying u can just smile bck just tat funny u noe... 24 hrs early morning i was still happily smiling but now.. the whole mood change le miracle rite.. wat time holds for us so now i will still be thinking and thinking imagining things ba... maybe the next sec im ok or maybe i will be crying.. weird day.. u noe i wll always trust and believe u de ar not matter wat... its my fault for always saying the wrong words.. but i nv meant wat i said i noe it upsets u.. but it too upsets me.. im fine le.. no matter wat.. i will change for the btr... bro went bck... moody much
hai... bro alr left for the airport le now alone at home with my aunt parents went to the airport with my bro gg to miss him so much not the same without him haii.. 2day shld be especially moody ba everytime thing like these sure happen de think when i gt bck home its not gg to be any diff rite it will just be again de me always saying wrong words in everyway i do FRECK Myself la always been trusting u ar... always been believing u.. y do u hv to say like tat i just dun get it i only put a ? when im asking a qn but den still my fault rite.. dunnoe which one is btr for me to be a mute so i wont say wrong words or for my hands to be crippled so i wont type the wrong words someone choose and do for me can getting quite sick of doing all these wrong things and making him upset.. arghhh!! im so ridicous!!! moody day
actually today not in a very gd moodi dun feel like blogging anymore feel like ending my blog here no matter is toking in msn or on phone or smsing or just typing in the blog i always say the wrong things.. gd for nth sia end up arguing over those things... end up both of us moody my mood for shopping disappear only want to cry.. dunnoe whether want to go out... just want to be alone and cry.. everytime i always do wrong thing hate myself.. bck from tokyo
yo everyone!bck from tokyo! stayed over at there for 2day 1night anyway my bro gg bck tmr le T_T will miss him sia! without him sure weird weird de no one pei me play le haiiz.. so went off to the train station on 11th around 8-9 like tat interesting train experience sia the train transport is like MUCH MUCH MUCH more complicated den ours in sg cannot sleep in train if u r alone XD anyway the first time sit train alr went wrong way le ps lo went to Harajuku shldnt hv go there lo dun even noe the way to shibuya end up just walk to Shibuya nice experience called it a day after walking for very long end up aso nv buy anything expect for my mum buying her perfume (was wishing she wouldnt buy it) checked in to our hotel for the night at Akabane, Tokyo Inn its was so much btr den the one at hong kong it was like 5 times btr although its quite a small inn took a break and fell asleep on the bed WA! u noe the bed is double bed lo! means it just ONE QUEEN SIZE BED and im sleeping with my bro lo he actually offered to sleep on the chair but dun want kebo him rite we complained y dun hv 2 single bed de she said FULL HOUSE my face was like T_T my mind was NOOO... coz my bro snooze one lo! he keep saying is heavy breathing! ok la if its heavy breathing de hua, its really DAMN HEAVY la i regret not taking his offer of him sleep on the chair T_T woke up in the midnite coz of sms(not blaming u srsly) wanted to go bck to sleep but tat HEAVY BREATHING is like LOUD till really cannot sia want to sleep bck aso cannot close my eyes but my ears not close lo keep hearing -.- lay down there for like 15mins still cannot sleep give up liao went to take the earpiece listen to music to sleep one bad and nice experience tat both of us dun want liao LOL he woke up to complained tat i took away all the blanket LOL XD he aso did de same! anyway enough of all these le la! haha mei wan mei liao de im loving japanese de game shows lo!! funny till siao la! late at nite both of us watch till Laugh Out VERY LOUD damn nice, gg to miss those shows especially my bro i gt 3 more days to watch he dun hv le T_T plus my two niece Alice-chan and Sesiru-chan gg to miss them alot sia! two of them so cute! everytime see us sure run to us de especially me XP coz girl girl wat they really very cute! always like to sit on our laps de too cute! *on cloud 9* anyway bck to the topic 2day went to Akihabara where lots of CD DVD,anime and electronics things are sold bought so much figurings bck there and anime DVD but still gt alot of things hvent buy coz its raining so very hard to shop went to Shinjuku for a little shopping for my mum's things before heading bck to my aunt house! so gd to be home at least there is a proper meal for us to eat XP outside dun even noe how to order jiu always eat fast food somemore fast food like KFC always gt smokers de not gd! damn hate the smell lo close friends all shld know i very ming gan to those de not only KFC hv lo mac aso hv de damn hate! need to hold my breath all the time! now im home its so gd! still in japan
YO!hey guys im bck! but not really in sg still in japan at my aunt house! ps guys! will be here till 16! my parents went to extend! but my bro gg bck himself lo so gd coz he hv test immediately when sch reopen so he need to go bck study so ya he gg bck himself GD RITE i actually can choose to go bck with him on 13 de but den parents ask me stay -.- so ok lo anyway can shop I MISS EVERYONE SO MUCH!! I MISS SG!! my 4 best friends and so much more friends like liliang hehe manage to call liang twice I MISS HIM SO MUCH TOO!! cant wait to go bck burt still enjoy the jap life while still can anyway lets update alittle of wat happen here 4th june reached japan after a 6hrs flight the sun was alr up at 5-6am here in japan and when u convert bck to our timing is like 4-5am we are 1 hr behind them the nicest flight i had coz i see the beautiful nite scenary of singapore all the lights tat "shape" the land and we flew from a nite sky to the morning sky! which is a magnificant view!! i nv slept for the whole time expect the time when i looking out the window and slept for 15-30mins XP the air outside was cold de lo so nice to sleep majority of the time was watching the tv show provided i forgot to mention i met mr kek at the airport before i leave sia!! LOL and showed mandy around the airport inside only at the gate there manage to went online before flying off coz gt wireless internet in sg so our 1st stop: Osaka Castle 2nd stop : Shinsaibashi (Osaka shopping) 3rd stop : USJ Keihan (Universal Studio Official Hotel) 4th stop : Universal Studio so this is how it went be prepared tat there will be ALOT of pictures and videos when i come bck XP 5th june was quit suay lo this is the only day in our package tour tat rained from Osaka to Kyoto when its raining, its hard to shop or walk 1st stop : kiyomizu temple 2nd stop : Nishijin Textile Centre (kimono show) 3rd stop : Kingakuji Temple 4th stop : Hotel Nikko Toyohashi 5th stop : shopping at Itoyokado |