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Hello there, a lover of purple,music, dance and taiwanese, korean drama love shows plus jap anime a dramatic person who always dream too much about fantasy and have a wide imagination on alot of things, both good and bad!! a hyperactive person who likes to jump about and cannot stay in a place for long oh boy, i love you :D 私はいつも、ねえ明興があなたを愛し together from 17th june 2008, on a tuesday morning |
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not wat i expected...
Firstly i will like to thanx Heimun, Gwen, Mandy, JiaWen, Jasmine Agnes,LiLiang and Nicole for comforting me today plus definately not to forget Laogong who hv always been with me since everything happened and a BIG SORRY to everyone for not saying anything i expecially want to thanx MANDY and LAOGONG for being there to listen and comforting so much mandy, really thanx for listening and giving advice its gd tat i hv such a friend like u! and laogong, im sry... i couldnt take gd care of u.... coz of my own selfishness i didnt even notice tat u were not feeling well just coz im not in a very gd mood... sry... couldnt take proper care of u lucky u r btr now.. i didnt expect things to be like tat.. all i wanted was.... now i noe.. i cry the most for my family.. i cant bare to even leave them... i dun even noe wat to do.. from a point i really wanted to ...... i just dun believe tat such a thing will happen.. strting to hate number 28 from now on i swear i wont ask for more anymore... things gone wrong...
wake up damn early 2day for GB i dun even want to think of leaving u... sry tat i almost did it today... Mandy's birthday party
haha!^^here are some of the photos from mandy's birthday party only manage to take some photos not alot coz end up need to go bck early so here goes LOL! joash lose the game and hv to stuff as many mashmallow in his mouth finally smile^^ things became...
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so many things happened in the week between friends and love things became alot worst den before... there's alot of things i want to say to my 4 best friends: u noe i will always love u gals de, nth will tear our friendship apart and i can promise u tat even if now i hv laogong, nth much will change.. kk i can only say tat i wont be tat free all the time i really hope tat u all will understand i noe tat gwen, heimun and mandy alr accepted it but cass... srsly these days i dunnoe wat happenings y all of the sudden u dun like mx when in the past u were so ok with us being together... i noe tat u alr dun like me alr, and everytime will say things like not liking me and sort... in the past i will treat it as i heard nth happened but till today i really cant stand it sia.. srsly i dun want to quarrel... u r still my best friend no matter wat but den y cant u just accept.. or y everytime u not happy with me u wont find me straight y must i go find out myself den i noe wats happening.... is not i dun want to find u to tell u wat i bu man but is u dun even want to admit to me how can i go find u sia.. i wanted for u to say thru to me but instead u r only showing me attitude whenever u not happy with me, i noe ur attitude i understand but this time is way too much... oh ya abt ur blog post once.. i alr know abt it... the one u not happy with me de since u so unhappy with me pls just come straight to me to tell me.. i dun want to hear it thru rumors and stuff... or me just guessing... im not any happier when things turn out this way.... Laogong : ^^ u noe u always been there for me whenever i need u de!! and i will do the same, no matter wat i will be by ur side, no matter it is thru thick or thin.. like u say since we stead there is lots of problems.. and most of the time we cant find the answer to those problems and definately things tat happened today i cant help u with it only can be by ur side and cannot even comfort u much.. even trying to make u smile and laugh from ur heart truly, was hard... but laogong u noe srsly leh ur smile and laughter can take away all my troubles ur voice can make me calm down from any anger u will always say the right words that can let me be so happy tat i could cry.. plus ur hugs can really make me feel secure and safe.. just u by my side is alr everything le k.. maybe its becoming too mushy.. but srsly... dun ever say u r alone le can ma... i noe i might not be such a gd laopo yet but i noe definately u r a VERY gd laogong le so dun keep blaming urself or putting on a fake mask like i did before rmb wat we promise just now ^^ no matter wat i will be there for u de, this i swear!! love u till eternity.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AHMAN!!
haha!! surprise ma? put this pic^^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MANDY SOON HUI LING MY BESTIE FRIEND <333 celebrated mandy's birthday ytd went to her party organised by her church cell group at queensway there although didnt managed to stay for the whole day end up went outing with my mum sry abt it ah man!! anyway had so much fun there! was damn similar to Gb parties de lo!!^^ anyway here i would like to sing a birthday song for mandy! (please pretend infront of u gt cake and present XP) OHHHhhh.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU YOU ARE BORN IN THE ZOO(HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU) THERE'S LIONS AND TIGERS(HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AHMAN) AND THE MONKEYS LOVE YOU(HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU) ^^ hope its enough to make u happy and smile^^ LOVE U LOTS <333 may all ur wishes come true, stay happy forever kk^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AHMUN!!
surprise ma?! XD HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SUM HEI MUN aka useless...
feel very useless sia...now he is sick i aso cannot do anything.. only can pei by his side.... and dan xin... is tat all i can do... really wish i can do more.. somemore everytime make him angry.. aso dunnoe the reason... everytime he angry or sad, my heart like shattered... really feel very useless lo cannot even make him happy.. plus dun even noe the reason.. and i realised most of the time i cannot really make him laugh.. just now i keep asking myself.. how much do i know him... he knows wat im thinking and he knows wat i like.. but me.. i cant even read wat he is thinking.. take me so long to realise tat he is angry.. not like him.. always noe wat im thinking, and always noe when sometime is wrong... useless sia... im so useless... im not doing a gd job as a stead... damn... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ZL
haha!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN ZHEN LIANG!!! MY KOR! XP hehe!! ps ps! now den post!! didnt even sms him sia XP zl ps!! own u ur present first k XD happy birthday again! happy birthday cass and christabel!
^^ ps no christabel photoonly hv cass's pic! surprise ma? XP late post HAPPY BIRTHDAY 15TH
TO BELOVED CASS and aso to CHRISTABEL!! may all ur wishes come true! stay happy forever! love cass as my bestfriend! may our friendship last forever and strong^^ thanx for always being there love u lots lots <333 and christabel as my gdfriend too!!=) okok.. i recently dunnoe wat to blog sia today abit sian sia! coz laogong nv come sch he sick worried sia... everyday will sure worrried for him de but btr like tat ba^^ dun really noe how to take care of someone but trying my very best wondering if im doing a gd job on it... today is aso NCC day plus where hongkong students come to sch for two days too everything held in the hall so crowded! so long nv been to the hall with the whole sch le! so wasted like 1 period of eng which was gd! dun really like the new eng cher i can just describe the rest of the sch as BORING but at least Heimun, Gwen and Mandy are bck in class to pei me once again! the FT period was still ok la had fun watching the I Am Not Stupid 2 although only clips of it! but still sch is boring sia especially when i noe laogong not around in sch... makes it more sian... first thing to settle after sch was the GB thing wonder if they could meet us early seniors say they wanted to tok to us but end up no ok so it was such a pleasant tok as we expected and i really guess tio abt wat we gg to tok abt so long long "tok" we had until i felt abit sick really sick hor dunnoe weird weird de XP hurried over to his house had so less time there lo! GB tok take up too much time but it was a worth tok laogong: really really sry! hai ni dan xin le! hai shi pian ni le.. dui bu qi!! with him around is so much btr without him aorund, feels like a bore... oh ya liang relax la! noe u not really happy abt wat happened but still LAX LA! haiizz my grandma admitted to the hospital again.. worried for her and my mum... guess we need to be self prepared le shes getting weaker by day... another 16 more days i love you always |