*cry*
Have u ever feel tat u r d odd one out?
well, i have always felt tat way!T.T
no matter with my family or with friends
i have always been the odd one out!
i nv had a time when i have a friend
tat will be there for me regards of wat
and my family prefer to be with my bro rather than me
i feel tat in henderson i do not have much of a real friend
like for examples, Manddyy and Gwen is a pair of real friends
munmun and shiqi can be counted as one too
for me.. well.. i dun have one...
even my best of best friend is having a click liao
My best of best friends are Agnes and Xin Xin
they are of coz in the same sch! same klass too
they spent almost all their time 2gether
but hardly with me anymore
coz of where we stay and the sch we attend
they even go out to play without me
plus the third one is always the odd one out rite
While in my family, my parets like the elder better
most of the time, they get more angry when my bro
nv eat with them dinner. even if i was around,
i was like normally like tat alr so dun kare much
but for my bro, he most of the time sleep
and dun want to eat dinner with us
so my parents always have a black face when tat happen
i hate it! it will be worse when they fight
sometimes i really feel tat i dun belong to anywhere
feel like im just someone in the family tat they have to take kare,
a friend tat my friends need when they r sad
other than tat i was nth...
im just useless! i dunnoe wat to do
and where i belong
going home0 is getting very lonely and sad
noeing tat when u r sad, there is onli not more than 4 friends
tat kare about u make me feel even worse
whenever someone is upset, i try my best to make them happy
and cheerful again or just to comfort them
but in the other way round, they nv do tat to me
even when i needed them...T.T
there is no offence to anyone. just saeing how i feel tats all
i will stop here...