ok i decided tat maybe it is really

the time to let go of him and

just treat him as my friend like he

treat me(of coz lah! he doesnt even noe

i like him) i just realise,

through help from Manddyy=)

tat im still in love with someone

and my feeling for him havent change abit

although it might not be as strong as

before... but i noe my feeling now..

2dae didnt do much anyway

did a little house chores and took

a afternoon nap and now blogging

but smth did happen tat change

my whole mood 2dae! although tmr i may

forget or even is happy again

i most probably will be pretending onli...

ok.. to be honest, there is something on

tat is troubling me(obvious rite)

there is this boy i gt write abt him in my

blog one.. huai ao.. well i rejected him when he

asked me to be his stead.. but he doesnt seem

understand(or i think) tat i really cant

be with him! so yesterday(or rather 2day)

in the early morning, 3+ i smsed him

to tell him to just give up on me!!

but the reply he gave me is wat tats troubling

me... haii... how can i explain to him

tat it is quite impossible for us to be 2gether...

i am still in love with tat someone remember...

i just wwant to be friends with huai ao..

tats all... i think he will not be reading this

so i better explain to him soon... this cant

drag anymore or things will get worse rite

even for me! i really dun like this things to happen

at all! hate to see people get upset coz of me

no matter is friend, bf or even people who like me(noe

i little thick skin lah) well better go explain now

and eidt my blog since change new one liao

bb! see ya! remember to tag!

nitez to all!