i hate my parents!!!
i rather die den be with them!!!
so wat if u gt stress in work!!! u think i dun hv is it!!
everyday come home nag here nag there!!!
scold here scold there!!! u think i wat!!!
u think i gt no prob is it!!!
u want to see me cry or see me die den u happy is it!!!!!
happy tat u raise me up for so long
let me buy wat i want! but if u raise me
up just coz u want me to be ur chu qi tong
i rather DIE!!!
i rather tat i was not here in de world!!
small small thing go scold!! big big things
like onli show angry angry or sian sian face
hit me on de head even hit on de wall u think very fun is it
u think i robot is it!!
u think i no emotion is it!! u think i no feeling is it!!!
hit here hit there!!
nv sae precisely wat u want me to do den scold me
stupid or useless all these!!
u think i no feeling ar!!!
even if others hear this will aso feel hurt one lor!!
u thought ur daughter coz use to it liao
so wont feel hurt wont cry one is it!!!
if u think like tat i dun want to be ur daughter anymore lor!!


everything find me to chu qi!! nv find my bro!!
means u prefer him to me lah!!
he own my mum mre money den i hv now!!
lend abit onli scold scold scold!!
den him leh!!!
lent money aso nv scold!!!
f lah!
u think can like tat is it!!!
if u like boys so much den u shld not hv
gave birth to me!!
anyway at first u aso didnt want a second child rite
since u onli need me as a chu qi tong
things i need for sch onli need abit of money onli
aso dun let me buy!!
my bro need new 10 megapixs cam for $600 over
u still buy for him coz O lvl here!!
O lvl big is it!! den me leh!!
wat am i to u exactly!!!
mum;s new hp i touch u guys scold!!
hp my brop use to play aso nv scold!!!
WAT THE HELL LAH!!!
dun like me just sae lah!!


thanx to xavier, huai ao and mandy to comfort me
but wat u guys sae is no mre use to me liao
very hard to calm down after i think
bck! i cant stop thinking or crying over it
sry mandy if u think im unreasonable now
and wont want to tok to me coz im like this
den i gt nth to sae
u shld noe this is not de first time i
crying over this matter
sry but i reali cant stop thinking like this!
yes im grateful and all
but i just dun understand y they treat me like this
sry mandy..... T_T