finally came to my senses... and noes wat i want now...
ytd went to library to borrow
some mre bks after returning some
few nites liao!
i been reading this every interesting bk lor
gt 3 bks de
its a xiao shuo lah!
but damn nice even thought it is not true!
there funny parts
sad prts... tat makes u cry ur heart out (if u r emotional)
so always spent my time
till very late abt 4am
to read de whole bk finish!
and 2day just read finish de whole story!
and i cant gt my mind off de story....


ok!!
2day quite nice
after a long morning
slept till 4pm!!
first time sia!
hahah!! broke my bro's record!
anyway!!
so is like damn hungry liao lah!
decided to go out to eat
my bro damn wat lor
eat prawn hor
de samba chili can shot into my eyes
and on my hand lor!!
and we r like 2 seats away from each other lor!
=.=
wa!! damn hot lor my eyes!!
cannot open at all!
so damn angry with my bro lor
so through out de whole dinner
didnt reali tok much
not onli coz i was angry lor
but i was aso thinking alot....
thinking abt de xiao shuo and my love life...
and i finally realised wat i want
i dun want to be anyones gf leh
i onli want to be myself
if being around tat person
makes me feel like i hv to change
i dun want to hv love anymore
I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF AND
BEING AROUND MY FRIENDS
HVING DE TIME OF MY LIFE WILL DO

i realised tat
most of de time when "im in love"
im not myself at all!!
i dun want tat to happen!!
i want to be myself from dusk till dawn
i want to be de wild wild person
not afraid of wat others are thinking
and stay strong no matter wat!
to me! this is de most important thing!



& its time to
LET GO
of it all