just my feelings 2day
haii.... stupid lor!
exam coming liao still thinking abt
all this feelings!
wat the hell is wrong with me!
end of yr exam leh!
so important i still think abt other things


i just dun understand wat is so gd abt me
srly i not chio
aso hv bad temper
even sometimes i dun think my friends reali like me tat much
but y r there still guys still like me[if u r getting irritated by this, den just left my blog]
they like until they can coz of me cry and
always moody and sad
but i somehow cant make myself like anyone, to love anyone again
the experience i had is alr enough for me
i dun reali believe in miracle
or fate
or even gd things tat will happen
im always been searching for like those
wonderful and special kind of love
like those in taiwan drama or korean drama
i noe is coz i keep watching
so i now will imagine alot
but it is impossible
i noe it as i cant be as xing fu as them!
its just an imagination i created of wat i wanted
i made a promise tat i would nv cry again for love
unless is like watching drama shows lah
but sometimes i reali feel like crying out loud
for no particular reason
but everytime i will hold bck
telling myself tat i shld not cry


somehow i always believe tat i can onli hurt guys around me
its no use to like me
coz all i bring to them is pain and sadness
im not worth loving at all
not even from my friends or family
i just think tat im useless despite all the things im might be gd in
everyday i just pretend to be happy
but inside my mind i gt alot of things gg on
i dun want to sae anymore le...
i just...