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so sleep together tonight
Hello there, a lover of purple,music, dance and taiwanese, korean drama love shows plus jap anime a dramatic person who always dream too much about fantasy and have a wide imagination on alot of things, both good and bad!! a hyperactive person who likes to jump about and cannot stay in a place for long oh boy, i love you :D 私はいつも、ねえ明興があなたを愛し together from 17th june 2008, on a tuesday morning |
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affiliates
Best Of Best Friends^^
Agnes<333 Xin Xin<333 Manddyy<333 Manddyy<333's tumblr Gwendolyn<333 Cassandra<333 LiLiang<333 Joanne<333 Nicole<333 Sarah aka salsa<333 Best Friends ^^ Boon Teck Dinika MangTeng Yue Qin School Friends =) Eugenia Huai Ao Joash Nigel QiaoTing Regina Vanessa YiWei Juniors =) Heather Li Joo Mei Qin Nataling Ruiyi TanLing Tricia XueTing Yu Xian Seniors =) Cherie aka childish gal Gerald Primary School Friends =) Alan KaiYan Yu Ting YueYing friend friend friend friend archives
credits
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feelings
i really feel like running as far as possible nowi really hate the feeling of staying in this pain i hate the feeling of smiling when i just not feeling happy i just cant smile when i see him in front of me when all he think is about her and only her i been talking to xinxin today about empty promises empty promises tat guys make to us but i cant forget the promise u made to me two promises somemore i really cant stand rmbing tat tat promises was empty from tthe very beginning i dun think u even rmb tat promise at all... tats y u choose to leave i dun think any girls want to have guys who always made empty promise to them maybe is not your fault for making tat empty promise maybe everything was mine fault in the first place hurting u countless time and now it is ur turn ba... do you noe u hv been giving me cold shoulders ever since tat time u noe how many times i been crying for u ever since do u noe i been missing you since den but i finally gt ur ans... and tat is enough for me to forget all the gd things heimun might be right just tat when we walking to the bus stop but everything u r doing now is proving it wrong... maybe i really hv to learn to let go and forget.. I REALLY REALLY HATE MYSELF for being such a fool for hurting people so much and for being such a cruel person a loser in everything... i found out tat even my friends are leaving me... mandy is somehow drifting apart from me... i dunnoe y... i just realised it few days ago... sometimes she not really emo but den when she does.. it really hurts me... seems like mandy lost trust in me or something like tat or maybe it is because of the way i behave.. she nv tells me y she is sad anymore.. she wont share anything with me.. to her it seems like i cant make her smile de... only can emo... when with me hardly will smile... i cant comfort her when she is sad...dun even noe wat to say although i only guessing...but i dunnoe leh... maybe i thinking too much ba.. hope so.. im just useless...an idiotic person tats who i am.. i can just make someone hate me for like in a short period... just had a quarrel with mx i just dun understand wat gt me so irritated for the whole day.. wasnt in the mood to laugh or smile or even tok especiall after he scolded the vulgar word at me thru sms... all i wanted to do was to hit the hell out of someone! i tot i clinch my fist so hard till my hands will bleed... was on the edge of busting and aso on the verge of crying as in coz of too angry... i have to admit tat i am very xiao qi.. since young jiu like tat le every small little thing jiu angry le... my mind is so confuse now! whether to hate him coz he scolded vulgar or not hate him coz it was aso my fault tok to him or dun tok to him angry or not angry at him wat am i exactly feeling now? i dun even noe!!! things keep gg around my head ever since i came home i keep thinking and thinking till my head is gg to burst! im worried over everything now.. my friends and life.. is all in a mess tat i cant control anymore i hate to be this emo in my post but i have to at least type out or i will burst i wish everything was like how it was in the past ever since 2008 arrived every gd things are always attached to bad things w/o fail... i dun care who is gg to read this be it him or my friends i just hv to get it out of my head wat hv i been thinking over the past few days or months! im sry everyone... |