last day of the month but nth has changed...
things had alr settled between me and mandy...
FINALLY!!^^
well im not sure whether i gained bck her 100%trust in me
well.. strting off 2day was not exactly pleasant...
during morning duty is like alot of bugs around the whole field
anyway wasnt really in the best mood
gossip alot at the field there la
after found out the horrible truth
the things i think so much about on sat was really true...i wasnt my imagination
i really didnt noe tat such thins were bothering u...
i was not obviousing...maybe i wasnt a gd friend.. not gd enough..
maybe u really shld be angry abt me..butdendunuthinkigtdisappointedinugalsbefore..iloveyougals.soididntsayireallydo
tats y during maths.. i didnt really tok
{sry heimun.. didnt really wanted to make u emo as well}


but during english class
i just couldnt stand it!
when gwen turned around to encourage me
she just said " aiya yuan yi cheer up la"
tears strted filling my eyes and falling down
i couldnt stand it so i just cried in class but with my heads on table
really thanx for concerning for me^^ glad to recieve ur sms.. im happy enough to noe tat u care for me at least for now^^
oh ya! sry kirstale.. almost made u emo too
well.. after a quick slap on my face in the toilet
i was back to my old self again {well at least for awhile}
band 1 went to the elan room to create a account for recording
T_T
lost my password to log in
so end up used qiaoting com to create an account
was like fooling around with nic and qt
and especially with kristale
coz she went to find a video on ghost but end up
it was tat scene of
a guy behind a girl doing the clay vase while the background music
was the
"ooohhh..my love..~
my darling..~
I've hungered for your touch
A long, lonely time"
somemore the video is like more "A" than those who saw in those movies


during recess
cass had the happiness time la!
haha!! she recieved a present from her dearest bf XD
but den i gt the other hand...
even during history was not really the best time
all i ever did in history class was cry...
until when i decided to write a letter la..
which changes the situation for both of us
thanx for keep turning around when u were walking bck to class for geo..^^ i really appreciate it.. hving u care for me like tat i alr think it is enough.. during history lesson.. when cher suddenly said abt promises.. i cant help but think abt u and my friends
during maths and chem
heimun and me keep laughing abt ________ thing
and keep saying we cannot laugh at ____ coz like tat means we like ____
in the diary heimun wrote ILY to me is like gt a big LYY there tat person think wat we writing to him
after sch waited for cass and heimun
they hving band
things gt btr with mandy^^
went to play netball with eugenia,fiona, jas and mandy
LOL! after tat jas even played badminton with mx,lionel and janine
haha! jas is still a pro!
mandy went home earlier lo!
oh ya! end up we decided tat
mandy go treatment ba... and i gg to cut hair with her aso on fri^^
Mandy's dad fetched her home sia!
but end up ltr she called to "complain" to me abt _____
aiyo... dun cry le la!
must rmb wat we said in msn kk
even played bball with jas
walao
the guys keep playing full court
dun even want to give us half court la
always must stop half way de
somemore jasmine's elbow hit my head lo!!
damn pain sia!
we two played until very violent!
LOL!!
after playing bball cannot even concentrate to study
so decide to rest lo!
dunnoe y my mood today go up and down de..
no only 2day but everyday...