so long nv post
so long nv post le
but den i gt so many things to say
from the camp recently till today
think easier to tok about today first la
i find tat today very emo like tat leh
especially after the movie...
early in the morning hv to wake up early just to go for
amaths lecture today
so damn rush la!
didnt even have time to eat breakfast
just have a bowl of cereal before rushing down to take the bus
damn!! just when i went down the bus went away
wasted alot of my time lo
interchange aso the same thing!
gt a feeling tat 2day heaven is playing a fool of me!!
every traffic light is always red de lo!! damn rite
a bad way to strt my day
especially when i TOTALLY hate morning
{not a morning person, prefer to sleep in}
so no choice late for the lecture
and was like damn ps to go in la
so wasted like 10plus mins outside before gg in
stupid rite
ok la.. still manage to understand the lecture la
walao! tat gwen keep saying about the romantic princess
dunnoe which one she say is real lorT_T
coz my whole study mood to go down the drain lo
keep thinking about the show
LOL!! emotion kanna affected!


when the whole lecture finally finish
Jasmine,JiaWen,Kristale,Mandy and me went to tiong to catch
The Leap Years again at 4.05
think i wore the wrong shoes liao lo
in the 851 long bus almost did a "spilt"
and almost fell for like 3 or more times lo
haha!! last time didnt really cry coz of the presence of guys around
somemore i gt the principle tat i will not and nv shld i cry in front of my friends
i nv like to cause my friends to emo or sad!
so i want to see today will i cry lo!!
haha! did the same rountine like almost everytime
went to buy food at NTUC even went to other places to walk about la
haha!! saw one of my bro's classmate
working at NTUC! was "serving" us at the counter la
somemore tat mandy and jiawen tot tat guy was gg to hit on me
coz he asked if i rmb him ma
LOL!!
finally went in to watch
nv sat in our right place
move abit forward!
well was a spoiler to mandy for telling her the story la
but if i dun tell her she wont watch rite
as i expected!!
really without boys i can cry like HELL!!
was like so damn embarrass to cry like tat in front of my friends la
but i really really wanted to cry so much lo
if in the middle of the movie was 1 hr de hua
means i cried for 1 hr coz strted to cry in the middle of the movie
but i cannot stand it lo
THANX SO MUCH JAS!
she lent me her shoulders to cry!
even help me to get tissue leh!^^ and cheer me up somemore!!
mandy and jas were like finding lots of way to make me laugh
by doing stupid things^^XD
coz i still cried even after the credits
haha!! and mandy, jiawen and kristale for comforting me^^
the actual reason y i cry was coz of him
been thinking of him the whole time when watching the movie
the promises and everything
tats y i couldnt stop crying even after tat...
when i hugged mandy i wanted to cry more.. but i knew he was not the only one i tot when watching the movie
i aso gt think of mx.. i aso dunnoe y...

walao!! cry until my whole eyes turn red siaX_X
somemore still saw nic,sarah,joanne,agnes and qt!!
damn ps lo!!
mandy still say wat i scared her coz first time see me cry until so cham
{well mandy get used to it XD}
went to more than words coz jas is buying jiawen's gift for their anniversary!!
so gd lo!! LOL!
wanted to take neoprint
but den pocket broke liao!!
LOL
on the way home aso not tat happy la...
emoing lo..
somemore keep getting in the rain
even slipped on the staircase while walking down..
lucky nv slip all the way down
still pain lo!
tot will get fever but end up nv la
gt someone to accompay me to tok all the way home
HAHA! chen ming xing is seriously a pig lo!!
slept until 6plus today!!
pig rite!!LOL!!
kk la!! dun disturb le la..


recently been thinking about alot of things
keep crying over and over again these few days
but now den i realised how stupid i was
promises are meant to be broken..
empty promises are wat tat is left in love
can someone please prove me wrong
i noe alot of people who gt their heart broken
doesnt like the word "forever"
coz everytime when someone used the word forever
it always lead to an empty promise
but then
we shld not hate the word forever coz it does not need to be only in love
it can aso used for friendship and family
only love den need forever meh
friendship and family too wat rite!!
plus we dunnoe whether in the future are we gg to meet btr people to love
so dun hate it so fast just coz of a broken relationship
just treat it as a rubbish being said by the wrong person u found
as ur so call other part
after all
"it's better to be loved and lost than never to be loved at all"
a word of advice from me to people who are thinking alot of things:
dun wry/fan for wat is in the future or either wat is gg to come
coz it might not happen and might not exist
even if it do exist, it coming anyway so face it with a diff. perpestive!


"About the nature of relationships.
The Buddha believed whenever a person enters you life, you should
welcome them and enjoy whatever it is they bring,even it it's only for
a short time. Then, when it's time for them to go away, you shouldn't take
it as a rejection,because when a person leaves your life, it has nothing to do
with you. It's simply time for them to leave."
do you believe?
"well i think the Buddha's example takes a rather one-sided view of relationships.
For instance, there's a difference between when a person voluntarily leaves your life,
and when a person has been deliberately driven away."
which do you believe?
quote from The Frog Prince by Gillian McKnight
{xin, thanx for lending me the book! its prefect^^}