mid year exams still gg on
hey everyone!
ps so long nv update le!
well mid year exam is still here
and not yet gone!
so ya
dun really want to use com
wanted to concentrate on studies more
{but still not really concentrating}


hehe!!
2day history paper was over by 9.05am
damn early
but den decided to go home for awhile
wanted to rest
but intruders later come running in my house! LOL!
kk la! too rude le!
is just Jasmine, Mandy and Agnes only^^
dun wry my door will always be open for you LOL!
same goees for my dearest best friends
Agnes Ang and Denise Lee XinXin
i wait for u both to invade my house after mid year kk^^
did the same usual thing with mandy and jas
play mahjong but this time in tthe study room with air con
coz was using com ma
toking to yiwei plus just strted using the com
so dun feel like gg outside
(oh ya yiwei, noe tat u decided to continue but den try to forget ba.. know not easy but let time pass and rmb to find someone u can tell ur feelings to)
so played a few rounds with the three of them before deciding to go play pool at safra
but den JASMINE HU
made MANDY SOON angry sia!
sian lo!! tsktsktsk
end up i gt to think of alot of ideas to make her laugh^^
well do alot of lame things i nv do de lo!
those two still lay down on my bed there take video and laugh
agnes still the best
at least pei me do le^^
MANDY AR!!
PLEASE PLEASE DUN POST THE VIDEOS KK! LOVE YOU^^
finally gt her to smile bck and go to safra
to find liliang too
weee!! finally noe how to play pool le!
last time huai le and jian hui teach still not tat ok yet
this time at least went in a few times!
i even jump ball and went right in the hole{dun think so much, the ball tat went in was white}
so proud of myself! hehe!!XD
played for an hour den the next hour jas and liang K match!
so the three of us there gossip and complained ba!
LOL!
bought cup noodles and went bck home
played a few more rounds of mahjong before they head home
mandy damn funny la!
keep on disiaoing huai ao on the phone
end up jasmine and i keep laughing and laughing



ps now need to be abit emo le
dun feel like reading de hua can go press the red button on the top right hand corner
it just tat every single day tat passed
sure bring tears and unhappiness de
no one day will hv total happiness de
everyday get worser by the time
its hard to pretend nth had happen
its hard to pretend not see some things
its hard to stop tears from flowing down
even if nth has happen, tears will just flow down
when i think bck to the past
i cant stop thinking of wat i did wrong
after reading XinXin's blog i really felt like going bck to the past more and more
when we are 3-5 years old
we cant really rmb now
but den we were so oblivious to the things around us
we dun need to wry abt anything
just hv to live in the present
there were no problems in our life
people who had walked passed our lifes at tat time
we would forget easily
unlike now..
every single thing tat happen will be craved deep in our hearts and mind
leaving either a scar or memory of the good or bad..
and by the age of 11-15
we will start to imagine things for better or worse
we will start fanstasizing
thinking about the future, the past and now
thinking wat would happen and wat wont
and when we start thinking..
more disappointment comes about and more shattered hearts are produced
{idea orginiated from XinXin=) }
i always wonder how can people just simple ignored
those tat they had relationship before
their life came together forming a road
but was separated, and parted in two roads..
they act as if they dun even noe each other
i had a wise word from my mum
those tat you are coming about with, dun take them for granted
everyone of those beside you actually had a fate with you
tats y they are in ur life
just like how fated u are with ur family, to be mum, dad and sibilings
those tat dun hv fate with u are those who just walk pass ur life
without knowing who you are
since we hv fate with each other
arent we suppose to treasure each other more
open ur eyes to things around u.. there might be a surprise just around the corner
i really feel like gg bck to those times
where i dun need to think so much abt life
gg bck to pri sch is enough for me too
but i will NV regret the friends i made now
i only regret the mistakes tat i made over and over again
causing people to be hurt over me...
how great life would be if everyone would just be in their pri sch
regardless of whether we were childish or not
at least i know we reall had fun just playing around