useless...
feel very useless sia...
now he is sick
i aso cannot do anything..
only can pei by his side....
and dan xin...
is tat all i can do...
really wish i can do more..


somemore
everytime make him angry..
aso dunnoe the reason...
everytime he angry or sad, my heart like shattered...
really feel very useless lo
cannot even make him happy..
plus dun even noe the reason..
and i realised most of the time
i cannot really make him laugh..
just now i keep asking myself..
how much do i know him...
he knows wat im thinking
and he knows wat i like.. but me..
i cant even read wat he is thinking..
take me so long to realise tat he is angry..
not like him..
always noe wat im thinking,
and always noe when sometime is wrong...
useless sia...
im so useless...
im not doing a gd job as a stead...
damn...