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so sleep together tonight
Hello there, a lover of purple,music, dance and taiwanese, korean drama love shows plus jap anime a dramatic person who always dream too much about fantasy and have a wide imagination on alot of things, both good and bad!! a hyperactive person who likes to jump about and cannot stay in a place for long oh boy, i love you :D 私はいつも、ねえ明興があなたを愛し together from 17th june 2008, on a tuesday morning |
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everything's all wrong...
look at the time nowim still awake im tired but dun feel like sleeping coz things happen and i just cant accept it... i wanted to tell u so much wat i was thinking but first thing i dunnoe how to open my mouth to say.. second thing i dun think i gt a chance lastly.. my heart ache too much for me to say anything... y i always dun get y my relationship hv the same problem trust.. is my own hand and mouth tat cause this problem de ba i dun blame myself but when u become like tat i really will.. i not threatening or watso ever but i really am blaming myself for cozing u to be like this... if it wasnt for the misunderstanding den it would not hv became like this.. and i would not hv cause ur pain.. i can only secretly cry over it now.. do not want to hurt u anymore le.. hearing u change.. hearing the words u said now.. my heart shattered over a thousand times again and again it hurt so much tat sometimes i can really feel tat pain on my chest like something is pressing down on it hard while someone is putting thousands of needles from inside.. even if i hv this feeling when i normally hv.. wat difference it can make.. the change i make with my own hands.. i cant even bring bck wat it was before.. i cant even make him happy and smile truly anymore can only make my heart ache even more will my heart ache till my body cant take it anymore.. will everything be btr.. how can i be btr for him.. is this all i can do.. or rather hv i bring enough pain to everyone.. maybe i shld just...disappear i want him to smile so much like before.. but i just cause him to cry every nite with the smile gone like mine.. wat hv i done.. everything's all wrong now.. |