the fear...
today was tiring...
had a full day of sch plus ndp rehearsal
and as usual there are alot of tests
omg
strting tmr
we changing the class position sia
T_T
no more sitting away from the ally roll le
went to see the arrangement
from sec1s there(where we shld be sitting)
it will be
3N1, 3N2,3T1,3T2,3E1,3E2 and 3E3
so means 3E3 will be sitting at the ally there
and im two classes away from him
is abt the same la
hope its still easier from me to see him
since its like only two classes away
pls.. let me still be able to see him XP


english period srsly almost slept...
not tired de lo
but cher sometimes make it sleepy
somemore there are 4 pro people
cant believe they can walk over during class sia! XD
suan ur all pro^^
had another group work thingy
stupid la
grp with joash again -.-
always disturb
not scared sia!! as stupid as during pri sch
keep toking abt pri sch things
like how anvar came in class with the basketball tie around his stomach
there with his prefect tie -.- dotz rite
den came in class say wat
im pregnant.. im pregnant!!
it like DAMN funny!! after tat the bball dropped
den he say dun step on my baby dun step on my baby XD
funny sia!
but all its in the past le ar
rather stay in the present
coz this is wat i want to treasure
the present and the future(with you)^^


joash neo dun u dare bully me le hor!!
and jasmine ar
more girlish abit la
use ruler hit joash till gt blood
next time dun come near me le la!
LOL XD
phys test is like whole two period sia
first test : reflection (20mins)
second test : refraction (30 mins)
hope this time can really pass
think so far nv even pass phy test before
mr chua nv take the class
is relief cher, dunnoe where he go
right after test jiu recess le
went to find laogong for recess ^^


ok here i really want to say
SRY to ah mun, ah gwen, mandy and cass
i noe tat i ps u all during recess
u all not tat happy
even though ah mun gt like say u come bck le ar
but i noe u guys still mind abit..
so sry!! didnt even tell u
before i left off
sry!!
hope u guys forgive!!
and stupid la
the photocopyer in library spoil
cant photocopy maths T_T
maths is busy busy busy
so many things to do and copy XP
MT was ok la..
still had to take test after sch coz i "absent" from class on fri
cant believe tat the lowest is 4 marks
wondering who..
lucky ting xie is postpone to thurs!!
and FT period is free^^ coz mr lee dunnoe y aso nv come class
so most of the time using hp, taking photo and listening music


after sch went to laogong's house to rest for awhile
but den had a "fight" along the way
so like nv talked all the way
but its ok le^^
aso dun think we bear to be angry or sad with each other for too long
things always get settled de
after tat still need to rush bck to sch
for ndp rehearsal
waa!!
hot again sia! but at least gt nic pei me!!
haha nicole kk la
understand wat u say abt how i dun eat le la
will try to eat again le!
so dun scold me le k^^


here's a small thank you to alan yeo
for caring^^ everything's fine le
gd luck for ur common test


laogong
thanx for forgiving me everytime
u alr very very gd to me le^^
love you always always!!
dun get misunderstanding le la..
i dun want argue anymore le
u aso dun want rite..
from now on promise me u will tell me everything
promise k^^


these few days..
nightmare of those things.. alr hv three le..
i hope its really not all true...
just rmbing.. sometimes really let me feel tat kind of fear..
laogong..
only hv u by my side den i wont hv those nightmare le
^^ love you!
and my appetite suddenly went wrong..
since the five days nv eat proper meal
almost everything i eat from the first day i eat a proper meal
i been hving vomiting feeling..
cant even eat finish a full meal
will suddenly lost my appetite for the whole day...
dunnoe wat's wrong..
haiz..