new meaning...
woohoo!
exams are really finally over!
thank goodness
but the worst part happens here
where particularly
everyone
starts worrying abt results and whether they will get promoted


haiz...
troublesome abt studying and in sch are all these
to wat i think leh
no matter is pass or fail
promote or retain
as long as i know i did my best [or at least i think i hv]
watever tats in my future waiting for me
i will just accept
as long as i know watever it might be
i will work hard to wat i want to achieve [good things not bad]
and i dun want to worry abt things tat might not even happen
its will just waste brain cells
plus stressing ourselves out and putting ourselves down


why worry abt the future or past, if we do, all we do is
ignoring wat we hv in the present and not treasuring
them at all, live for the present and not for the past
and future, if we dun, we are just adding more things
to the past and future.
B'coz every mins in our life is precious
dun get urselves struck in thoughts face reality coz tats
where we belong
treasure those around u, things around u before
it disappear!

i want to treasure every min i hv with everyone i love
as i dun want to regret on it in the future and keep
thinking abt wat i can do btr in the past coz life is
not like this




kk enough of all these
although i noe all these
but im not tat optimistic as i am
these days aso nth much happened
wrote in my diary
6pages long!
write until hand pain!
XD


It's our 4th month on fri 17th oct^^

i had fun on tat day^^itsnotactuallywathappenedatall..all i feel is sad now...
we planned everything outXD
but today was damn bored
whole day at home
plus i made a record
i only ate 1 meal for two days
dunnoe how i can survive sia XD
anyway time to rest
gg to sleep soon
nitez
p.s Jasmine,Mandy and XinXin dun keep asking me to update le la!XP